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conceived, we proceed to the divorce. If I have, we will wait 'til I give birth.”
    He could not envisage an actual child, not even a pregnancy. His thoughts stopped at the edge of a bed and went no further. Part of him revolted at the very idea of any sort of intimacy with her, even the most impersonal kind.
    And then there were other parts of him.
    “Well?” she demanded.
    He collected himself. “What if you present me with a female child?”
    “That is something I cannot help.”
    Was it?
    “I can see merits to the concept of limits, but I cannot agree to your particulars,” he said. “Six months is too short a time to guarantee anything. One year. And if it's a girl, one more attempt.”
    “Nine months.”
    He held all the trumps in this game. It was time she realized that. “I did not come to haggle, Lady Tremaine. I am indulging you. A year or there is no deal.”
    Her chin tilted up. “A year from today?”
    “A year from when we start.”
    “And when is that going to be, O Lord and Master?”
    He laughed softly at her acerbic tone. In this she had not changed. She would go down fighting. “Patience, Gigi, patience. You'll get what you want in the end.”
    “And you would do well to remember that,” she said, with all the haughty poise of Queen Elizabeth just after the sinking of the Spanish Armada. “I bid you a good day.”
    His gaze followed her retreating back, her efficient gait, and the dashing sway of her skirts. No one would know, by looking at her, that she just had her head handed to her on a platter, surrounded by her entrails.
    Suddenly he was reminded that he had once liked her.
    Too much.
     
    Chapter Four

    Bedfordshire
December 1882
    G igi disliked Greek mythology, because the gods were forever punishing women for hubris. What was wrong with a little hubris? Why couldn't Arachne claim that her skills were greater than Athena's, since they were, without being turned into a spider? And why should Poseidon be angry enough to toss Cassiopeia's daughter to a sea monster, unless Cassiopeia's boast was true and she really was more beautiful than Poseidon's own daughters?
    Gigi was guilty of hubris. And she, too, was being punished by jealous gods. How else was she to view Carrington's abrupt and senseless death? Other roués lived to unrepentant old age, ogling debutantes with their red, rheumy eyes. Why shouldn't Carrington have enjoyed the same opportunities?
    A fierce gust nearly made off with her hat. She rubbed the underside of her chin, where the hat ribbon chafed. Briarmeadow, the Rowland property, was eight thousand acres of woodland and meadows, most of it flat as a ballroom floor, except for this corner where the land rolled and sometimes creased into ridges and folds.
    She'd grown up in a house nearer to Bedford. Briarmeadow, her home for the past three years, had been purchased with the express purpose of sweetening the deal for Carrington, since it shared a long border with Twelve Pillars, Carrington's country seat.
    Gigi liked to walk the boundaries of Briarmeadow. Land was solid, something she could count on. She liked certainty. She liked knowing exactly how her future would unfold. Marriage to Carrington had promised her something along that line: No matter what else happened, she'd always be a duchess, and no one would ever again snub either herself or her mother.
    With Carrington gone, she was back to being just Miss Moneybags. She wasn't head-turningly beautiful, no matter what her mother tried. She had been known to step on a toe or two on the dance floor. And, vulgarity of all vulgarities, she had an abiding interest in commerce, in the making of goods and money.
    Overhead, thick clouds hung like giant wads of soiled linen, gray with stains of pus yellow. The snow would come down soon. She really should be turning back. She had another three miles to go before she'd come within sight of the house. But she did not want to go back. It was dejecting enough to contemplate by