matter.â The phone buzzed. Dr. Crossman took a honey-colored pastille from a tin box on the desk and stuck it in his mouth. The phone stopped buzzing. âThe appointment was made last week,â Nina said.
âYes, I see it here,â said Dr. Crossman, sucking on the pastille. âBut itâs been crossed out. The whole day is crossed out.â He turned the book around so she could see. âMoreover,â Dr. Crossman added, âthis is not a fertility clinic. It is a research institute that takes human fertility as its subject.â
âBut you do perform artificial insemination.â
He pointed a finger at her. âOn qualified candidates,â he said. His fingers were long, thin and freckled.
âDr. Berry referred me.â
âYes, I see that too. And I have nothing but respect for Dr. Berry. But he doesnât decide if youâre qualified. That is solely up to us.â
âWhat are the criteria?â
âTheyâre extensive. Thatâs what the preliminary interview is all about.â
âCan we get started then? Since Iâm here anyway.â
Dr. Crossman felt his mustache with his long forefinger. The sight of the reddish hairs brushing the freckled skin gave Nina an inexplicable queasy feeling, reminding her of a time in early childhood when she had become nauseated while eating a baloney sandwich and listening to a story about a frog on the radio.
Dr. Crossman looked at his watch, thin and gold, with no numbers. Perhaps that was why he spent such a long time studying it. âAll right,â he said. âAll right.â He went into the front office, returned with a file folder. Nina saw her name on it. He opened the file, leaned forward slightly in his chair to read it. His eyes moved back and forth. He looked every inch the careful and concerned physician, except for the party hat.
âYouâre thirty-nine,â he said, not looking up.
âThatâs right. Is there an age limit?â
âNot carved in stone. Itâs just one of the factors.â He took a pen from an inside pocket and wrote â39â on a blank sheet of paper. âFive feet eight,â he read aloud. âOne hundred and thirty-seven pounds. Pulse sixty-two. Blood pressure one-twenty over ninety. General health excellent. Medical record good. Any major injuries?â
âI tore ligaments in my knee once. Is that major?â
Dr. Crossman glanced at her. âHow did you do that?â
âPlaying field hockey.â
âDid you have surgery?â
âYes.â
âWho performed it?â
âDr. Hunneycutt.â
âWalter was a good man,â said Dr. Crossman, rising. âRetired now.â He came around the desk. âLet me see.â
âSee what?â
âThe knee.â
Nina stared at him. âDoes my knee have something to do with my ability to have children?â Dr. Crossman didnât notice her stare; he missed the edge in her tone too.
âWe have to know all we can about your general health,â he said. âItâs routine.â
He stood over her. Nina raised the hem of her skirt an inch or two. Dr. Crossman bent over, peered at her scar. âNice work.â He straightened, but before he did his gaze slid swiftly up her leg. Nina tugged her hem back down.
Dr. Crossman sat back down at the desk, stuck another honey-colored pastille in his mouth, turned the pages of her medical record. He glanced up. âBoth your parents are deceased?â The information seemed to make his tone more lively.
âYes.â
âAny brothers or sisters?â
âNo.â
Dr. Crossman wrote, âNo: Pâs, Bâs, Sâs.â He underlined it. âWho is your closest living relative?â
âI have some cousins in California.â
âFirst cousins?â
âDistant. Iâve seen only one or two of them, and that was years ago.â Dr. Crossman drew a