had died when his plane was shot down during the Vietnam War. There had never been any indication of remains being found. Samantha was told that the plane wreckage was at the bottom of the Gulf of Tonkin Bay.
âTake a sip of tea. Black, no cream or sugar. Itâs good for you,â I prodded.
âAll right.â Samantha took a sip then held the mug close to her chest with both hands, as if it were winter instead of mid-July.
âWould you mind my asking some questions?â I ventured. âI want to get this entire scene in my head. Iâm still confused about a few things.â
She nodded. âGo ahead, Molly. Itâll help me remember what I told the police. I need to get it inside my head too.â
âWhen did you come home this morning?â
Samantha took a large sip before answering. âI left D.C. about six a.m. and arrived here around six twenty-five, I think. I turned into my driveway and was surprised to see Quentinâs car still there. Iâd assumed heâd gathered his things and left by early evening.â
âThen, you walked inside?â
She closed her eyes and her voice came out tighter. âYes. I found him on the sofa. I thought he was asleep and kept calling out his name and telling him to wake up! When he didnât answer, I got this sickening feeling. Thatâs when I checked his pulse and didnât feel it. I even checked his throat. His skin was cold. He was cold.â She shuddered visibly.
âYou said there were pills scattered all over the coffee table. Do you have any idea what kind of pills they were? Had you ever seen him take pills before?â
Eyes wide open now, Samantha nodded and sipped more of the strong tea. âYes, many times. Quent had trouble sleeping. Some nights he couldnât wind down. Even sex didnât seem to relax him. So he took sleeping pills every night.â She stared toward the tall cherry wood bookcases, each shelf filled with books and treasures brought back from her international travels. âSeveral of the capsules were opened and spilled out beside the bottle of beer. Quentin loved Guinness, so I always kept a few bottles in the fridge for him.â
I peered at Samantha. âWhy would he open the capsules? If he was intent on killing himself, heâd simply swallow them with the beer, wouldnât he?â
âLord, Molly, I donât know.â She looked away from me. âI cannot imagine why Quent would resort to taking his own life. I mean ⦠I told him Iâd pay the blackmail money if it came to that. Why would he do it?â
Having walked in after a tragic suicide had taken place years ago, I was still at a loss for an explanation to offer Samantha. âWho knows? I still havenât figured out why Dave killed himself, and itâs been over twenty years.â
She glanced to me with compassion. âIâm sorry if this brings back ugly memories, Molly.â
I shrugged. âThatâs okay. It was a long time ago, and Iâve come to the conclusion that none of us can know whatâs going on inside someone elseâs head. Sometimes the people we care about the most can deliberately hide their thoughts from us.â
âI guess youâre right.â
An idea came suddenly. âDo you think that blackmailer called Wilson? Maybe he scared him and Quentin panicked.â
âI donât know, but I donât like the coincidence of those photos arriving on his doorstep Saturday, and that same night Quentin decides to kill himself.â
I didnât like coincidences, either. âI know, it doesnât make sense, considering youâd told him that you would pay any blackmail money. Something else must have scared Wilson. Scared him enough to take his life.â Another idea surfaced. âWhat occurs to me is there was no blackmailer. You said Wilson was afraid his wife had ordered the photos. Maybe thatâs exactly what