to recognize.
âIâm fine.â
âYou sound horrible,â Edna Grant replied. As usual, her words of concern sounded more like an insult.
âOf course, I sound horrible. You woke me out of a sound sleep. Do you have any idea what time it is?â Rachel replied. Once again her mother had her all defensive, and all she had done was express concern. What was it with the two of them?
âItâs a quarter past six. Youâre usually up and getting ready for class by now.â
Feeling guilty for her outburst, Rachel tried again. âI know, I just got to bed late, thatâs all.â
âThatâs why Iâm calling. I heard about the community center. They said there were no injuries, but I wanted to call and make sure. I tried your apartment several times last night, but there was no answer. I was beginning to get worried.â
âIâm fine. It just took a while to get all the students home and for the power company to clean up the power lines.â The scene replayed through her mind like a movie. She could almost see the tree resting on her classroom table. She shook away the image as her motherâs voice broke into her thoughts.
âRachel, are you still there?â
âYes, Mama. I was just thinking. Iâm still a little groggy. Can we talk later?â
âAll right,â her mother said with a sigh. âJust make sure you call me back. Better than that, why donât you just come home this weekend?â
Rachel hesitated. There was so much that needed to be done.
âItâs been three months since youâve been home to visit. With the Center closed for now, you should have some extra time on your hands. Thereâs nothing going on that canât wait over the weekend,â her mother cajoled.
âOkay. Iâll come down late Friday.â
âGood. Iâll see you then.â The phone went dead before Rachel could even say good-bye. She stared at the phone in her hand until the dial tone started buzzing. The conversation was always over as soon as Mama got what she wanted. Rachel curled up with a sigh at the prospect of going home. Things never changed, especially not Mama. Since her fatherâs death six years ago, her mother had tried to control her life. After she graduated from college, her motherâs one aim was to see Rachel married no matter what. Rachel knew it was only because she cared, but it often seemed her mother thought her incapable of finding a relationship on her own. It wasnât that Rachel was against marriage; she just wanted it to be with the right man, a godly man. Those were few and far between these days.
She didnât have long to think about her family problems because the phone was ringing again. With a groan, she picked it up.
âGirl, what have you been doing on the phone at this hour?â Susan asked.
âIt wasnât my idea.â
âSomebody got up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.â
âI havenât gotten up yet.â
âOh! Sorry.â Somehow Susan didnât sound sorry. âI just got some news, and I knew you would want to hear it first thing.â
âWhat now?â
âThe Center has been condemned. They want to have it demolished by summer. Thatâs only six weeks away!â The stress was evident in Susanâs voice.
âAlready? The damage just happened last night!â Rachel struggled up in bed and plumped the pillow behind her. âHow could they make the decision so fast?â
âIt seems the committee had a meeting about this last week. The tornado damage was just the clincher. What are we going to do, Rach?â
âI donât know.â Rachel struggled for an answer, but her mind was a jumble of images and voices. It was too much, too fast. âI donât know. Weâll think of something.â Her words sounded hollow to her own ears, and she knew she wasnât fooling Susan
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