of a chip on her shoulder.
Jo Lofton had intrigued him from the first moment heâd laid eyes on her. But unfortunately, the emotions she stirred within him dredged up other feelings, too, and memories he usually worked hard to quell.
Looking at women like Jo was downright madness for him, because it made him yearn for a lifestyle he wasnât sure he could live. Many people suffered from what was done to them, but Nick had discovered that his deepest scars were mainly scars of omissionâthe parents he never knew, the loving home he never had, the lack of any reason for putting down roots.
The one woman he had dared to let himself love, for whom he would have given up this nomadic job of his, did not let him make that choice. Karen hadleft him. According to her, sheâd found something better. And her stubbornness triggered his own.
âEarth calling Nick Kramer,â a voice said loudly, and Nickâs thoughts suddenly scattered.
Tom Albers stood before him in the gathering light, buckling on his utility belt.
He stared down at Nick with a face taut with concern.
âYou got a mind for this today? Last thing we need is a preoccupied man getting himself into trouble.â
âIâm all right,â Nick said, his jaw hardening.
Tom nodded. âHow do you want us to insert?â he asked again. âTwo teams or three?â
âThree,â Nick replied, forcing dangerous thoughts of Jo Lofton out of his mind. âOne north of the river, two south. Itâs too steep for vehicles, so weâll have to hike out. Each team leader radios me on the hour.â
âGot it,â Tom affirmed.
But as Nick rigged his ax to his backpack, Joâs taunting words snapped in his mind like burning twigs: Iâm not a challengeâIâm a zero possibility where youâre concerned.
Four
âL etâs go, ladies. Rise and shine!â
Hazelâs strong voice was like an explosion in the slumbering peace of the cabin.
Jo bolted upright in bed, wondering what the emergency was.
âUp and at âem!â Dottieâs twanging voice chimed in, loud enough to wake snakes. âWe should be five miles down the road by now, cowgirls. Shake the lead out.â
Still groggy, Jo groaned when a powerful flashlight beam swept into her eyes.
âMy God, itâs still dark outside!â Bonnie complained.
âCâmon, sweethearts, are you bolted to those beds?â Hazel said. âThe wilderness is calling you.â
âOkay, okay, weâre up,â Jo protested, although she couldnât help grinning when she saw the stupefied look on Kaylaâs sleep-puffy face.
Dressing in the dim illumination of an oil lantern, Jo donned the sturdy outdoor clothing sheâd packed: blue jeans, red flannel shirt and sturdy high-top shoes. A splash of water to her face and she felt almost human. Brushing back her hair, she tied it into a ponytail and tucked it under her shirt.
While she tucked it, however, heat crept into her cheeks. She was recalling the scene yesterday with Nick Kramer.
I still feel the challenge in spite of your generous peep show.
In your dreams, bucko, she wished sheâd retorted. Why did the good lines always come to her too late to use them?
As Hazel had promised, the dayâs new sun was just edging over the horizon by the time the girls, still knuckling sleep from puffy eyes, trooped up to the crackling flames of the breakfast fire.
Seeing the sun blaze to life, hearing the âdawn chorusâ of hundreds of birds celebrating the arrival of daylight, Jo felt instantly buoyed. Her freshly renewed anger at Nick Kramer receded, and she felt a little thrill at the natural beauty around her.
She could see why this wilderness spot had grown on Hazel and her friends. âBack of beyond,â Hazel called it.
âWeâre burning good daylight,â said the wise matron gruffly when Kayla straggled in, inappropriately
Janwillem van de Wetering