or how his childhood had shaped him into the adult he was now. He never refused an indigent patient, or turned his back on anyone who needed help. He was the most generous man sheâd ever know.
Isadora hated that facet of his personality.
âHe gives money away to people on the street, can you believe it?â Isadora had asked at Christmas the second year of her marriage. âWe had an unholy row about it. Theyâre the flotsam of the earth. You donât give money to people like that!â
Noreen didnât say a word. She frequently contributed what little she could spare to a food fund for the homeless, even volunteering during holidays to help serve it.
One day during the holidays, to her amazement, sheâd found Ramon putting on an apron over his suit to join her at the serving line.
âDonât look so shocked,â heâd said at her expression. âHalf the staff sneaks down here at one time or another to do what they can.â
Sheâd ladled soup at his side for an hour in the crowded confines, sick with gratitude for her own meager income and a roof over her head as the hopeless poor of the city crowded into the warmth of the hall for a hot meal. Tears had stung her eyes as a woman with two small children had smiled and thanked them for their one meal of the day.
Ramonâs hand had come up into hers with a handkerchief. âNo ¡hagas!â heâd whispered in Spanish. Donât do that.
âI donât imagine you ever shed tears,â sheâd muttered as she wiped her eyes unobtrusively with the spotless white handkerchief that smelled of exotic spices.
Heâd laughed softly. âNo?â
She glanced at him curiously.
âI care about my patients,â he told her quietly. âIâm not made of stone, when I lose one.â
She averted her eyes to the soup and concentrated onputting it into the bowls. âLatins are passionate about everything, they say,â sheâd murmured without thinking.
âAbout everything,â heâd replied in a tone that made her shiver inexplicably.
Sheâd tried to give him back the handkerchief, but heâd refused it at first.
His eyes had been cruel as they met hers over it. âPut it under your pillow,â heâd chided. âPerhaps the dreams it inspires will make up for the emptiness in your life.â
Her gasp of shock had seemed to bring him to his senses.
âI beg your pardon,â heâd replied stiffly. And, taking the handkerchief back, heâd shoved it into his slacks pocket as if the sight of it angered him.
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Over the years there had been other incidents. Once sheâd been summoned by Isadora to drive her downtown when Ramon had refused to let her use the Jaguar.
Sheâd barely been admitted by the flustered maid when she heard the furious voices coming from the living room.
âIâll spend what I like!â Isadora was yelling at her husband. âGod knows, I deserve a few luxuries, since I donât have a husband! You spend every waking hour at the office or in the hospital! We never have meals together! We donât even sleep togetherâ¦!â
âIsadora!â Noreen had called, to alert her cousin to her appearance before the argument got any hotter.
âWhatâs she doing here?â Noreen heard Ramon ask furiously as she walked toward the living room, hesitating for a second at the open door.
âSheâs driving me to the mall,â Isadora had toldhim hatefully, âsince you wonât!â She glanced toward Noreen. âWell, come in, come in,â she called angrily. âDonât stand out there like a shadow!â
Ramonâs hot glance told her what he thought of her and her usual, off-duty attire. She was the soul of neatness on the job, in her ward, but she still dressed like a farm girl when she was off duty.
âHonestly, Norie, havenât you got any other