to me.â
âIf I listen quietly, will you let me go? Do you promise?â
He nodded. âYeah. Sure. But youâve got to listen. I ⦠saw you talking to Brendan Fear.â
âSo?â I said. âYou were spying on me?â
âYou have to stay away from him.â
âExcuse me? I donât think so, Mac. I can talk to anyone I want.â My voice cracked. I didnât want to provoke him. I didnât want to set off his anger.
He kicked one of my tires with his boot. âListen. Iâm serious. Rachel, donât go to Fear Island. Donât go to that party.â
âHow do you know I was invited? How do you know my private conversations? Listen to me, Mac. You and Iâweâre over. Do you get it? Over. So you have to stop stalking me and spying on me. And you canât tell me who I can see and who I canât.â
He shook his head. âJust donât go, Rachel. I ⦠Iâve heard things.â
âHeard things? Are you crazy?â My voice came out high and shrill.
He grabbed my arms again. He squeezed them, so tight I cried out. âMac, get off. Youâre hurting me.â
âI heard things, Rachel. I heard things I shouldnât.â
âMacâlet go of me. Iâm warning you. Mac, youâve got to get help. Youâre out of control. You have got to get help before you do something terrible.â
âDonât go. Hear me? Itâs for your own good.â He started to shake me.
âStop!â I screamed. I spun around and tugged my arms free. I gave him a hard shove that sent him stumbling backward. He lost his balance and landed on his butt on the asphalt.
Gasping for breath, I moved fast. I pulled open the car door and slid inside. I slammed it shut and locked the doors.
I could still hear Mac shouting as I started the car and backed out of the space. In the rearview mirror, I saw him still on the ground, shaking a fist at me.
âIâm warning you,â he rasped. âWarning you, Rachel. Stay away from Fear Island. Stay away from Brendan Fear.â
I roared off, nearly clipping the bumper of the car at the end of the row. I squealed into the turn as I bumped onto the street.
âGood-bye, Mac,â I said out loud. âGood-bye, Mac.â I gunned the car and tore away, away from him, away from all his craziness. âGood-bye, Mac. And good riddance.â
But was that the end of my frightening troubles with Mac?
If only.
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7.
âBE AFRAID, RACHELâ
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My dreams are always very ordinary, and I never have nightmares. A while ago, I had my scariest dream ever. Beth and I were shopping at a clothing store and I got lost and couldnât find her.
Big whoop, right?
The truth is, I almost never remember my dreams in the morning. I guess because theyâre so dull.
But the night before Brendan Fearâs birthday party, I had the weirdest, most terrifying dream I ever had. This dream was so strange and upsetting, I woke up with it vivid in my mind.
The dream took place in a thick forest or woods. Flashes of bright sunlight kept poking through the trees, making it hard to see. I watched myself wandering through the woods, wandering aimlessly. Until I saw an injured bird on the ground.
It was dark brown with scraggly feathers. It was cheeping softly, almost mournfully, tucked in on itself because it was in pain. I picked it up in both hands and tried to comfort it. As I petted its back, the bird slowly began to change.
I had it cupped in my hands. I watched it change shape, stretch out, grow a hairy snout. The bird in my hand became a rat . I tried to drop it but it stuck to my hands. I tried to toss it away, but the rat wouldnât budge.
Then I cried out in shock as the rat suddenly had a human face. A manâs face. It opened its mouth, and I saw long, curled fangs. They glimmered like ivory. The rat made a shrill hissing sound and sank its long
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