her, sent fire into the deepest part of her being; burrowing closer, she took a longer, deeper drink of the manâs aromaâand her entire being exploded into thousands of particles of desire. A wave of such keen need and longing swept over her that her knees almost buckled. Sliding a hand behind the small of her back, Nevin steadied her.
Oh gods, it was the pheromones. He was covered up in them, so heady it was all she could do not to jump him without another word. It had to be the hormones from his recent maturity change.
âY-you should have warned me,â she hardly managed, pressing her face into the folds of his uniform shirtâbut instead her lips met warm, soft skin where his shirt had fallen open.
One large hand skimmed along her back. âWarned you about what? That our scents would be such an explosiveââshe heard him swallowââmaddening mix?â
âAbout your gods-forsaken pheromones!â She bunched his uniform in both fists, yearning for another inhalation of his scent. Frustrated to an almost painful level. âYour hormones are at a fever pitchâ¦you should have said something.â She twisted his shirt in both hands, a plaintive cry of frustration escaping her lips.
He pulled back, staring down into her eyes and gave a light shake of his head. âI donât know what you mean.â
âI felt what happened! When I scented you! I may be inexperienced, but Iâm not stupidâI know about men in their maturity, how compulsively sexual you are.â
One corner of Nevinâs full mouth turned upward in gentle amusement. âAnna, I hate to break this to youâbut Iâm not emitting any pheromones. What you felt?â he cupped her cheek meaningfully, tilting her face upward until her gaze locked with his. âThat was just me.â
She shook her head, intending to back away, but instead tightened one hand about his upper arm. âThatâs not possible.â
Wrapping both arms about her, he fixed her against his chest. âWhat have you heard, exactly, about men in their maturity?â He wasnât mocking her; the question was gentle. Genuine. At utter odds with his purely masculine body, his intense and arousing scent that had almost leveled her to the very ground beneath them.
âThat you rut like fucking stallions,â she blurted, then, wincing in embarrassment added, âIs that true?â
âI wouldnât know,â he whispered against the top of her head. âIâve not been given the opportunity to find out.â
She shoved at his chest, stepping backward. âOh, just stop it, Nevin.â It seemed ridiculous to call him âsirâ or bother with their military formalities. âYou must think me a stupid little fool.â
He cocked his head sideways, watching her. âDo I strike you as a man with much time for relationships? For any sort of emotional entanglements whatsoever, Anna? Truly?â
She blew out a breath, staring at the ground between them and wishing that her face werenât blazing so hot.
âAnna?â
Slowly she shook her head. âIâve never known you to have any women in your life.â
âI wonât lie to you,â he said softly. âI think youâd know that about me by now.â
âDo you think the speculations are true?â She barely dared to look up at him. âAbout men of yourâ¦well, um, your age?â
He scowled. âHow old, precisely, do you think that I am?â
âThirty-eight,â she volunteered easily. âYou told me that day in the meeting room.â
âYou remember that day?â His voice deepened, filled with emotion.
She closed her eyes, hands trembling slightly at the memory. âOf course.â
âYes, thirty-eight, and perhaps truly too old for you. In my maturity now, as you can plainly see.â He raked his fingers through the silver spiking hairs atop his
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, Sharon Begley