days, we open the partitions and they eat inside as a group.â
The guy reaches into his pocket, but Principal Richmond holds up his hand to stop him when he comes out with a thick wad of cash. âWe donât allow students to carry money on campus. When weâre done here, Iâll take you to the office and have you purchase a scan card for Nutritional Services.â
The guy nods, then moves to the door and jiggles the knob. âThe exterior doors are left unlocked?â
âDuring school hours, yes,â Principal Richmond answers, moving to my desk and shuffling through the papers I pulled for Sherm.
The guyâs full lips narrow into a tight line and he scowls at the door. He spins and starts toward the door in the back of the room, leaving no stone unturned.
I wipe my hands down my slacks again and decide just to ask. âSo, youâre Shermâs father?â
His feet stall on the chipped linoleum and he seems to finally notice I exist. âBrother,â he answers, and that one word seems to carry the weight of the world with it as it falls from his mouth.
His eyes make a slow sweep of my face, and as they trail down my neck, the front of my sweater, over my hips, and down my legs, Iâm frozen in place, paralyzed by the intensity of his gaze.
Principal Richmond shoves some papers in my face, breaking the spell. âYou still have fifteen minutes until the bell. Maybe you can get Sherman started on these.â
âUm . . .â I grab the papers out of his hand as Big Brother blinks, some of the thickest lashes Iâve ever seen hiding those incredible eyes. âYeah. Weâll do that . . .â
Principal Richmond guides Big Brother to the door. âLetâs get out of their way and let them get started. Iâm sure Sherman will have a positive experience here. Children his age tend to adjust quickly,â heâs saying as the door swings closed behind them.
I look down to see Sherm has pulled a small shark jaw off the bookshelf in front of my desk. I lean down and look over Mrs. Martinâs âcabinet of curiosities,â as she calls itâthings that fascinated me as a kid. âThatâs the jaw of an Atlantic sharpnose shark.â
Sherm tugs at a chain around his neck as he turns the jaw in his hands, inspecting it from every angle. A thick gold ring at the end of the short chain slides out from under his shirt. What looks like a diamond sparkles in the center of the band.
âWhatâs that, Sherm?â I ask, ducking my head for a closer look.
He lowers his gaze and fists his hand over the ring, tucking it back down his shirt. He obviously doesnât want to talk about it.
âYou know what?â I say instead of asking again. âLetâs do the tour first. Okay?â
He looks a little mournfully at the shark jaw then at me, like heâs afraid Iâll make him put it down.
âYou can bring it with us,â I say, standing, âas long as you promise it wonât bite me. Iâm sort of scared of sharks.â This is not a lie. Iâve always had a phobia, which is why, despite growing up on the beach, Iâve never gone into the ocean deeper than my knees.
He shakes his head.
âOkay, then. Letâs go.â
We move toward the door in the back of the room that leads to the short hall to the restrooms. âIf you need the bathroom, just raise your hand. This is where the boysâ bathroom is,â I say, stopping in front of the door.
He holds up the shark jaw and makes it nod.
I canât stop the smile. Heâs a cute kid, but his eyes seem older than his nine years, making me wonder where his parents are and why his older brother is the one bringing him for his first day of school. And why said older brother seems so concerned about campus security and locked classroom doors. It also hasnât missed my attention that Sherm hasnât spoken a word.
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