hard to see the shape of his thoughts.
After my graduation from the Oriental Public School, he slipped me a red envelope with a quarter in it and said, âYou may no longer be in school, but you must never stop learning. We need to be as smart as the white ghosts.â
I started work right after graduationâfirst sweeping graves, and then, when that ended, helping Ba at the laundry during the hours his assistant wasnât there. While I worked, I schemed for ways to break Jack free from the cycles of rinse, wash, and repeat. Hard work wasnât enough to get rich, or else weâd already be living in a mansion on Nob Hill with cut-glass windows like those of Leland Stanford or Mark Hopkins. No, the key to wealth was opportunity. And if opportunity didnât come knocking, then Mrs. Lowry says you must build your own door.
âHow will we get the money for this fancy school?â
âI am going to propose they offer me a scholarship.â
âI donât want
their
money. I just want the white ghosts to stop taking
our
money. Every day they find something new to tax. Tax the clothespins, tax the socks, tax the holes in the socks.â Ba glares at his cracked red hands.
Jack sits very still, glancing between us. Ma stirs her bowl of fortune-telling beans with her finger, taking in everything with a look of serenity.
I stifle my annoyance, which jabs like a bone in my craw. âYou told me to keep learning.â
âYes, keep learning, but not at the white ghostsâ school.â
âThere are no high schools in Chinatown.â
The two grooves between his nose and mouth flatten.
âDo you want us to be stuck here all our lives?â I press. âThebrochure says St. Clareâs is on par with the Menâs Wilkes College. Think of the things Iâll learnââ
âIf you get in.â
âWhen I graduateââ
â
If
you graduate  . . .â His hand curls up on the table, like a crouching spider.
âI
will
graduate. And then I will start a fine company.â
Unlike some of my other ideas, Tom thinks my plan to bring Chinese herbs to the American market is sound. With his herbal expertise, I want to develop a line of American-friendly herbal teas with catchy names like âStrong as an Elephant Heartâ and âFloat Away like Dandelion Puff.â For all their disdain of Chinese people, Americans certainly like our goodsâsilks, teas, porcelainâand Ah-Suk gets a fair share of tourists poking around his store for alternatives to the laudanum that Western doctors prescribe for everything. âOnce my business takes off, you and Ma can buy a house on Nob Hill.â
He laughs. âWhat makes you think theyâd let us move to Nob Hill?â
âThe shrimp peeler did it.â One of Maâs old clients found a gold nugget the size of a babyâs foot after she told him to expect metal in his future. It was enough to pry a three-story house off a Dutchman.
Ba snorts. âThe shrimp peeler died before he signed the papers and saved himself much heartache.â He looks pointedly at Ma, who hadnât predicted that part of his fortune. She shrugs.
âWhy?â squeaks Jack, wispy eyebrows shaped into question marks. âWhy canât we move to Nob Hill?â
Ma places our empty dishes into a wooden bucket. âTo bed,
dai-dai
.â
Jack hesitates. But after one look at our parents, with their lips clamped tight as crab pincers, he scampers into the room where he sleeps with Ma. Because of his irregular schedule, Ba sleeps there only after Jack has awoken, while I always sleep on a bedroll by the stove.
After the door closes, Ba says, âWhy canât you start your
fine
company without that school?â
âIf I graduate from one of the white ghostsâ best schools, doors will open. It will give me credibility. Also, Iâd make connections, and Mrs. Lowry says