apprehension. There was no echo from the fog. But she called him Jimmy. She had brought him here. And she said âwe.â She said âwe,â and she called him Jimmy. His hand clenched hard upon the bed. He had to force his voice.
âWho are you?â
âOh, come!â said Nesta.
âWho are you?â
âGood Lord, Jimmyâyou donât meanââ
âWho are you?â
âYou donât mean to sayââ
âFor Godâs sake!â
She began to laugh.
âMy dear Jimmyââ
He looked at her with something so grim in his expression that the laugh broke off.
âWill you kindly tell me who you are?â
The colour rose in her cheeks. She looked away from him. âIâm Nesta.â
âIâm afraid that tells me nothing.â
âNesta Riddell.â She risked a sideways glance. That three daysâ beard gave him a savage look.⦠It wasnât only the beard.⦠She stayed where she was, but it needed an effort not to jump up and get nearer the door.
âAnd still that tells me nothing,â he said in a carefully controlled voice.
Nesta sprang to her feet and flung out her hands.
âIâm your wife. Jimmyâyou canât have forgotten me!â
He had known what she was going to say; before she said it he had braced himself to take the shock. When it came, it actually steadied him. He felt as cold as ice and as quiet as if he were dead. He said just above his breath.
âMy wifeâ noâ â
She burst into angry tears. Take it whatever way you like, it was a slap in the face. Nesta did not take kindly to being slapped. She felt no impulse to turn the other cheek.
âYesâyour wife! What else did you think? How dare you think anything elseâand in my own brotherâs house!â
âI beg your pardonâyou misunderstand me. I simply have no recollection of you at all.â He should have left it at that, but he went on, his calm broken a little. âI canâtâI canâtâbelieveââ
âYou canât believeâand you canât remember? Well, how much can you remember? How did you come here, if youâre not my husband? Why, Tom and I went to the hospital and fetched you away!â
She dashed the angry tears from her eyes with the back of her hand. It was the gesture of a furious child. The tears were real, and so was the choke in her voice as she flung open the door and called,
âMin! Min! Come here!â
She stood aside as the girl in the blue overall ran in. Min came to a standstill about a yard inside the door, looking timidly from Nesta to the bed.
âPerhaps youâll believe Min, if you wonât believe me.â Nesta wasnât crying now, but her colour was high and her eyes bright.
âWhat is it?â said Min in a bewildered voice.
âTell him who he is!â said Nesta sharply.
âJimmy? Why, Jimmy Riddell.â
âTell him who I am.â
Min began to look frightened.
âWhy, Nesta.â
âNesta what?â
âNesta Riddell.â She took a step towards the bed. âWhatâs the matter? Donât you remember?â She spoke sweetly and pitifully.
He shook his head, watching them both, holding himself in.
âOh dear! Donât you know Nesta? Oh dear! â
He spoke then, quite quietly.
âIâve lost my memory. I donât know either of you. You say Iâm Jim Riddell?â
âOh yes.â
âAnd that is Nesta Riddell?â
âOh dear, yes.â
âWhat is she to me?â
âOh, sheâs your wife,â said Min, and burst out crying.
Something began to roar in his ears. He felt himself slipping and fell back against the pillows. The room went round. He heard the womenâs voices as you hear voices in the roar of heavy traffic. They came and went, and they meant nothing. Actually he had done no more than lean back and
Eugene Burdick, Harvey Wheeler