strangers.
Whatâs even weirder is Ampora being nice to me. Okay, maybe saying nice is a stretch, but she is making an effort to do more than just tolerate my presence. Sheâs even starting conversations.
âJosh was asking me about these guys called los tÃos ,â she says when weâre lying beside each other in her bed.
Her voice is a quiet whisper, right beside my ear. Iâm very aware of the closeness of her body to mine and savour the sisterhood that I canât help but feel.
âYou mean the hawk uncles,â I say.
âSo you know about them?â
âJust what I heard from Josh. Iâd actually never heard of them before.â
âMe either. I said Iâd see if Papá knew anything about them.â
âDoes he?â
âI think so. But he wouldnât talk about them.â
I turn my head to look at her. âThatâs weird. Usually he canât stop talking about the old folk tales and stories, once you get him going.â
âI know. Iâm going to ask Elena about them tomorrow.â
She doesnât say anything else, so I figure sheâs gone to sleep.
I listen to her breathing even out and lie awake awhile, staring up at the dark ceiling, worrying about Josh. I know Theo says I shouldnât. And it makes sense. Josh handled Vincenzo like it was nothing. He took that psycho elder out when Theo couldnât even lay a hand on him. But still. Itâs Josh. My Josh doesnât have a mean bone in his body. Or at least he never did before.
I flash on Vincenzoâs shredded body and suddenly the warm bed feels cold.
âSo who is your new boyfriend?â Ampora asks just as Iâm finally starting to shake that memory and drift off.
I was afraid this would come up at some point. I just didnât expect it so soon.
âI know he doesnât go to Sunny Hill,â she goes on when I donât answer right away, âbecause I only ever see you with your usual crew.â
âItâs complicated,â I finally say.
âComplicated how?â
âIf people knew we were together, they might misunderstand.â
She turns to me, head supported by her forearm. âNow Iâm really intrigued.â
I donât know why I tell her. Maybe itâs because this is how I always wanted it to be, the two of us hanging out like real sisters, talking late into the night, sharing our secrets.
âHis nameâs Theo,â I say. At her blank look I add, âTheo Washington.â
Itâs like somebody just threw a switch. She sits up, revulsion twisting her features.
âAre you for real?â she says.
I sit up and hold her forearm. âBefore you startââ
But she yanks her arm away and cuts me off. âGod, youâre such a hypocrite. Youâre all in my face because you think Iâm running with the Kings, but meanwhile youâre banging Chaingang Washington.â
âI am not ââ
She doesnât let me finish. She leaps out of bed and points toward her window.
âJust get out of here. Go back to Mamáâthe two of you deserve each other,â she says. âI mean it,â she adds when I donât move.
I take a breath to steady myself because all I really want to do is smack her.
Be calm, I tell myself. Take the high road.
âThis is exactly why I didnât wantââ I start, but she cuts me off again.
âIâm serious,â she says. âGet out or Iâll wake Papá and weâll see how happy he is when he finds out youâre in a gang.â
âIâm not in aââ
âGet. Out.â
Thereâs no give in her face. Everythingâs shut down. I donât think she even sees me. From the set of her features, I know thatall she sees is some awful thing âlike Iâm a piece of crud on the bottom of her shoe.
âOkay,â I tell her. âIâm going.â
Iâm mad at