up into the attic without breaking his neck.
We stood, imbalanced, by my Time Machine.
âNow I know why I built it,â I said.
âBuilt what?â cried Simon Cross.
âShut up. In!â
âAn electric chair?â
âMaybe. Jump!â
He jumped and I locked him in place and took the second seat and threw the control lever.
âWhat?â said Simon Cross.
âNo,â I said. âWhere!â
Swiftly, I hit the tabs: year/month/day/hour/ minute; and just as swiftly: state/town/street/block/ number; and yanked the backward/turn/backward bar.
And we were off, dials spinning, unspinning suns, moons, and years until the Machine melted to silence.
Simon Cross, stunned, glanced around.
âWhy,â he said, âthis is my place.â
âYour home, yes.â
I dragged him up the front walk.
âAnd there, yes, there, do you see?â I said.
On the front porch, in his sunbright sailorâs suit, stood the beautiful young man with a clutch of story pages in his hands.
âThatâs me!â cried the old, old man.
âYou. Simon Cross.â
âHello,â said the young man in the fresh white sailorâs suit. He scowled at me, curious, then puzzled. âHold on. Why do you lookâdifferent?â He nodded at his older self. âAnd whoâs this?â
âSimon Cross,â I said.
In silence, youth looked at age, age looked at youth.
âThatâs not Simon Cross,â said the young man.
âThat canât be me,â said the old one.
âYes.â
Slowly, both turned to look at me.
âI donât understand,â said Simon Cross, nineteen years old.
âTake me back!â the old man exclaimed.
âWhere?â
âTo where we were, wherever that was,â he gasped wildly.
âGo away.â The young man backed off.
âI canât,â I said. âLook close. This is what you will become after youâve lost yourself. Simon Cross, yes, forty years on.â
The young sailor stood for a long moment, his eyes searching up and down the old manâs body and fixing on his eyes. The young sailorâs face reddened. His hands became fists, relaxed, became fists again. Words did not convince, but some intuition, some power unseen, an invisible vibration between the old man and himself.
âWho are you really?â he said at last.
The old, old manâs voice broke.
âSimon Cross.â
âSon of a bitch!â cried the young man. âDamn you!â
And struck a blow to the older manâs face, and then another and another and the old, old man stood in the rain, the downpour of blows, eyes shut, drinking the violence, until he fell on the pavement with his young self astride him staring at the body.
âIs he dead?â he wondered.
âYou killed him.â
âI had to.â
âYes.â
The young man looked at me. âAm I dead, too?â
âNot if you want to live.â
âOh God, I do, I do!â
âThen get away from here. Iâll take him with me, back to where we came from.â
âWhy are you doing this?â said Simon Cross, only nineteen.
âBecause youâre a genius.â
âYou keep saying that.â
âTrue. Run, now. Go.â
He took a few steps and stopped.
âSecond chance?â he said.
âOh, God, I hope so,â I said.
And then added, âRemember this. Donât live in Spain or become the champion dove shooter in Madrid.â
âI would never be a champion dove shooter anywhere!â
âNo?â
âNo!â
âAnd never become the old, old man I must drag through Time to meet himself.â
âNever.â
âYouâll remember all this and live by it?â
âItâs remembered.â
He turned and ran down the street.
âCome,â I said to the body, the scarecrow, the silent thing. âLetâs get you in the Machine