entirely. Sheâd left the package opened and spread across the coffee table. She couldnât look or touch any part of it when sheâd left for work this morning, but the way everything was exposed had haunted her inner vision all morning.
Now, she took the steps up from the apartment parking lot to the second level of the L-shaped building where her apartment lay one in from the end unit. She threaded the key in the lock and pushed open the door before she felt someone behind her.
She screamed. One short, aborted shriek and stumbled into the apartment, turning, facing the intruder.
âWhoa, whoa! Sorry!â
It was her neighbor, Trevor or Travis or something. He was standing there in shock, holding up his hands. Liv felt the energy drop out of her and she leaned against the wall, near collapse, quivering inside.
Worried, he grabbed for her and said, âGeez, sorry.â
She flinched away. âIâm okay. What . . . are you doing?â
âCome on.â His arm was around her shoulders and he started to help her to the couch against her protests, her legs moving forward, but feeling detached from her body.
âWhat do you want?â she asked, trying to keep all traces of fear from her voice.
The pictures from the package were scattered across the coffee table as was her birth certificate and the note from her mother. She glanced at them, then at him, but he was only looking at her. âJust wanted to invite you over tonight,â he said apologetically. âDidnât mean to freak you out.â
âOh.â She didnât know what to say. She was working to get her pulse under control.
Then his gaze swept over the photos and he focused on one where an angry-looking man was stalking toward the cameraman, his hand up as if he were about to rip the offending camera away. The same man was in several other photos with Livâs mother, but he was always turning away, frowning, as if he didnât want his picture taken.
âWhoâs that?â he asked.
âI donât know,â Liv said stiffly.
âLooks really pissed. This an old photo?â
The color had leached out of the print and the womenâs permed hair and over-the-shoulder tops and black stretch pants, straight out of Flashdance , spoke volumes about the date of the picture. âYeah.â
âHuh.â He turned back to her. âSo . . . Jo and me . . . weâre just havinâ some drinks and pizza. We donât get goinâ till late. That work for you?â
âThanks, but Iâve already made some plans.â It wasnât exactly a lie. Sheâd determined over the course of the morning that she was going to show her brother the contents of the package. Hague had his issues, but he was strangely insightful as well.
Heâd only been a baby when their mother died, but maybe there was something buried in his psyche that could offer some explanation. âAnother time, maybe? Iâve gotta run. Iâm on my lunch break.â
âIf you change your mind, just stop by,â he said.
âIâll do that.â And she hustled him out the door.
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The apartment where Livâs brother, Hague, lived was on the third/top floor of an older, industrial building on the east side of the Willamette River that had been converted into loftlike units during the â60s. Those lofts had subsequently grown tired and in need of maintenance over the intervening years, but the place still had a spectacular view toward Portlandâs city center, its westside windows looking back over the river. Hagueâs unit was in the northwest corner and would have commanded an amazing slice of Portland skyline had he ever opened his blinds.
Liv parked her blue Accord a block and a half from Hagueâs building, the closest spot she could find. She hurried toward his apartment, the package tucked beneath her coat, feeling unseen eyes following her, though there