Alice to overhear me. âWhy do you keep ringing? What do you want?â
Still nothing.
Then a small noise in the background, barely audible, like someone clearing their throat. I slam the phone down so hard that for a moment I think Iâve broken it.
And realize Iâm shaking.
6
then
Six days after Danny went missing the police were back. I opened our door to Janet Reynoldsâ gentle smile, another officer standing right behind her. A different man this time, bigger with a fatter face. Older.
âHello, Hannah, is your father in?â Janet asked.
She was in luck. Even Dad didnât work on Saturday. I left the door ajar, and ran upstairs. Went straight into his study without bothering to knock. âDad, the police are here. They want to speak to you.â
Dad looked up from his screen and blinked at me through his dark-rimmed glasses. âThe police?â He looked wary and, wellâ¦scared. I stared at him for a moment. He was almost trembling.
What on earth�
Then I realized. Remembered the last time the police came to our door, and my mind shrank back from the memory like something stung.
âItâs about Danny,â I reminded him quickly.
âOh, rightâ¦yes.â Dadâs features unfroze a little. âOf course. Just give me a moment.â He turned and pressed a couple of keys on his laptop.
I paused long enough to make sure the message had sunk in, then went back down.
âHeâs on his way.â I smiled an apology at the pair in the doorway and we waited for him to join us. Neither of them seemed to feel awkward, like they were used to standing around on peopleâs doorsteps.
A minute later Dad appeared, a smile fixed on his face like a sticking plaster. âDavid Radcliffe,â he said, extending a hand to each of them. âHow can I help you?â
âSorry to disturb you, Mr Radcliffe.â Janetâs voice was smooth and calm as she introduced herself and Detective Inspector Thompson. âWeâre investigating the disappearance of Danny Geller, and would like to talk to Hannah again. We think you should be present.â
Dad looked at me.
âItâs okay,â I said.
Though in truth it wasnât, and I felt the world tip in a way that made me dizzy. I mean, I knew they hadnât found Danny yet, that he hadnât come home. Thereâd been no sign of him at school, and no word from Martha. But somehow the police being here again made it feel much more real, much more serious.
We sat in the lounge. I glanced at the books and magazines scattered across the table, the stains on the cover of the sofa, and felt the colour rush up to my cheeks. But if either Janet Reynolds or Detective Thompson noticed the mess, they were nice enough not to show it.
âIs there any news?â I got in before either of them spoke. âI mean, do you know where Danny is?â
Janet hesitated, trying to find the right words. I knew they wouldnât be good. Her being here at all meant they couldnât be good.
âNothing concrete, Hannah, but weâre still at the very early stages of the investigation.â
I bit my lip. I felt stupidly disappointed â though what did I expect? Because why would they be here if they knew where he was? And Martha would have called me, the minute she heard anything.
I felt a sharp pang of guilt at the thought of Martha. She must be frantic right now. I should have gone round. At least I should have rung and offered to help with Alice. After all, Martha had always been there for me, doing her best to fill the gaping hole Mum left in my life.
But I hadnât been able to face it. If I didnât have to see the desperation on Marthaâs face, hear it in her voice, I could still pretend that everything was okay. That Danny would be back soon and all this would melt away like a bad dream.
âThank you for seeing us today, Hannah,â Janet began, throwing in