that, like everything else, and turned up the volume.
So he plays. Because even if he had the money, he canât find one who isnât working for the game that heâd trust to cut him open again. Theyâre all back-street hacks with bandages and prayers. Heâs looked. His parents have looked. A couple of years ago they even petitioned the Gamerunners to be allowed to use the rewards theyâve earned on him, though heâs not supposed to know that. They didnât tell him in case the answer was no. Which it was.
âYou should be glad about this,â he says. Anna raises hereyebrows in questioning challenge. âWhat would you rather, that I spend a couple months doing this or a couple years getting to the end of Twenty-five?â
âThey said this would be more dangerous,â she protests.
âIf I die trying, well, I was going to sometime anyway. Weâre all playing for our lives, turning ourselves into cyborgs bit by bit because robots stand a better chance on the planet than humans do. Iâm just on a slightly accelerated time scale.â
Anna winces and turns away, gazing across the street at the last few drops of rain splashing into a puddle. He touches her shoulder. Sheâs smart, itâs one of the things he loves about her, but emotions arenât always. Itâd taken him longer than it shouldâve to realize sheâs human, a part of her had hoped she could fix his broken heart by loving him enough.
Heâs human, too. Heâd hoped she could.
âWant me to take you home?â he asks.
She shakes her head. âIâll stay for a while.â
âOkay.â
Nick claps him on the back, and Miguel steps out onto the sidewalk, heading for the nearest hoverboard hub. The tiredness takes him like this, sudden and violent, but it wasnât the time to tell Anna that, or to admit he doesnât have the energy to walk home. A few blocks away, a line of the silver disks, locked on their edges in a steel rack, curves like the lashes of a blinking eye.
Always watching. Nothing anyone does is hidden, invisible.
He types a code on the keypad at the end, and the screen lights up. ANDERSON, MIGUEL. PAYMENT ACCEPTED . The latch on the nearest board clicks open, and it rises, flips, waits a few inches above rain-slick concrete.
âHigher,â he tells it. It drifts to waist height, its surface molded to allow for sitting or standing. Not that seeing little old ladies surfing the air currents isnât its own kind of funny, but not everyone wants to do it.
Great, heâs become his own grandmother. Excellent. But he sits anyway. âRegistered home address,â he says, and it takes off.
A competition. Winners. Prizes. It would be cool to win, and here, coasting on a breeze freshened by toxic rain, he spares a second of time to think about it. The whole world knowing how good he is at Chimera. That would be pretty awesome, but if he has to choose, he doesnât care as much about winning as he does about living. Thatâs why he spends so much time in the Cubes to begin with. The biomech enhancements help in the game, sure, but they arenât shed with the protective clothing, sensors, visor at the end of a session. Outside, under a burning sun in thinned, poisoned air, those same enhancements are every humanâs best shot.
Level Twenty-five. He can see it looming ahead, almostfeel what itâll be like to call up the overworld and see its icon waiting for him to open it and step inside. One boss later, he can choose whatever he wants from the entire list of what the doctors are capable of, his reward for making it a quarter of the way through the game. Thereâs never been a question of what heâll choose.
But now . . .
As heâd said to Anna, he could spend two months in the competition, get his heart, and get his life back. A life heâd spend in the game because itâs better than the real world, but