thereafter to start fresh in Puerto Rico, with a different wife and new children. That was one way to get over a traumaâcut and run and never look back. His absence from Melanieâs life in the years since had marked her indelibly, and so, in that sense, had the long-ago crime. It was a big reason she did what she did for a living. But on nights like this, she wondered about her career choice. Sheâd made it out of Bushwick, which hadnât been easy. Why the hell was she risking everything sheâd worked so hard for by putting herself smack in the line of fire?
To avenge the death of a man sheâd cared about, thatâs why.
Agent Papo West had given Melanie a lift home, but sheâd declined his offer to come inside and do a security sweep. She lived on the eighth floor of a doorman building and felt confident thatnobody could get in without being noticed. Thankfully so, since her daughter was at home with the babysitter.
On the surface, all was serene in Melanieâs apartment. But as she got out of her work clothes, she switched on the news, and every channel featured Lesterâs murder. The local network affiliates all had the surveillance tape from the alley by now. They were flashing the picture of the man in the dark jacket and asking the public for help in identifying him. Melanie felt her chest tighten and sank down on the edge of her bed. Would they find this guy? Was he out there gunning for her, or was he half a world away by now, on the lam? Wherever the bomber was, the bombing was here with her, and not only on the TV. She couldnât get the stench of blood and smoke out of her nose. That smell. Sheâd always remember the smell of Lesterâs death. Lester, her friend, her dear friend.
The babysitter called from the foyer, ready to leave, so Melanie hauled herself up to say good-bye. She emerged to the sound of her two-year-old, Maya, giggling as the nanny, Yolanda Fernandez, lifted her up for a hug and kiss.
Yolie was in her late forties, a mature woman, not a kid, and somebody whoâd had a long career in child development. She had a graduate degree, and had worked as the director of a private nursery school in her native Venezuela. Sheâd come to the United States for the sake of her journalist husband, whoâd fallen from favor with the government, but found that she couldnât get teaching work without going back to school, which she couldnât afford. So she was babysitting instead, pouring her substantial wisdom, expertise, and kindheartedness into taking care of Maya. Not only did Yolieâwho had no kids of her ownâadore Maya, but Maya loved Yolie back more than sheâd ever loved any other babysitter.
It hadnât been easy to find a nanny as qualified as Yolie. When the last babysitter had had a child of her own and stopped working, Melanie was on the verge of a mini-breakdown, so convinced wasshe that sheâd never get a trustworthy replacement. Sheâd even considered quitting her job, but two things stopped her. The first was doing the math. Steve, her ex, was responsible with the child support; still, Melanie couldnât afford her mortgage if she quit her job. Secondâand this had been harder to faceâshe didnât want to quit. Maybe if sheâd still been married, but as a divorced woman, Melanie found the thought of giving up her career too scary. Besides, she loved the work. So sheâd sat Steve down and had a serious talk with him, and together theyâd found more money in the budget for child care. Melanie ended up forking over a hefty fee to the best employment agency in town. Sheâd run through seven other candidates before Yolie walked in the door. With her calm, intelligent demeanor, her kind eyes, her grown-up, motherly looks, Yolie was the one. Melanie knew instantly. And if she didnât do housework, well, Melanie could live with dust bunnies so long as her daughter was in good