right direction but I knew I had to keep the chat light. I wanted to show her I could be funny. I racked my brain for a list of conversation topics. I was still sifting through the possibilities when she said, âSo, I hear your mum died when you were little.â
âEr  â¦Â â
âSorry. That probably wasnât very sensitive.â
âNo, itâs fine. She died a long time ago. If Iâm not over it now  â¦Â you know.â I was scrabbling for the right response.
âHow did she die?â she asked.
âIn a car crash,â I replied. âRuby says driving was never one of Melodyâs strong points. Rubyâs my grandma.â
âYou refer to your mother as Melody?â
âIt was her name. Apparently, she hated it.â
Scarlett nodded. âWhere did it happen?â
Most people, when they hear about my motherâs death, were either overly sympathetic or avoided the subject altogether. Scarlett was asking about it as casually as though it was a show on television she had missed.
âDeath Drop Point,â I said.
âI donât know where that is.â
âItâs down the valley road, just before your stop.â
âSo you go round it every day?â
âEvery school day. Who told you she died, anyway?â
âOne of those girls. I forget which one.â
I glanced at a table of girls, all pretending they werenât watching us. This was big. My motherâs death was not the sort of thing people just brought up, which meant that Scarlett must have asked about it.
âWhy did you want to know about it?â I asked.
âIâm interested in that sort of thing,â she said.
âIn death?â
âIn accidents.â
âYouâre interested in accidents?â
âYes. Did you know that the word
accident
didnât always mean something bad? A few hundred years ago it could be used for any event, good or bad. Over the years, though, it changed. Why did it change?â
âBecause most things worth talking about are bad?â I suggested.
âExactly.â
âHow do you know all this stuff?â
âI told you. Itâs something Iâm interested in. So what do you know about the accident your mother was involved in?â she asked. âI mean, if you donât mind talking about it.â
If it meant she was looking at me, I didnât mind talking about anything. âMelody was upset when she got into the car because sheâd been arguing with Ruby. My grandma still hates leaving an argument unsettled because of it.â
âDo you know what they were arguing about?â
âNo, but they didnât get on. Ruby says they were always arguing about something. She puts it down to her being artistic and Melody being more sciencey.â
Scarlett smiled to herself. âSciencey,â she repeated, amused by the word. She picked up her fork to eat her salad.
I bit a disappointingly cold chip, feeling weirdly aware of how much noise my mouth made when I ate. I tried to chew quietly but the whole process of eating felt alien to me with Scarlett so close. In an attempt to distance Scarlett from the fact that I had forgotten how to eat, I swallowed the chip and asked, âSo where did you move from?â
âLook, Eddie, Iâd rather not go into any of that, if you donât mind,â she replied.
It struck me as odd that having just gone over the details surrounding my motherâs death, Scarlett was unwilling to even tell me something as basic that.
âIs your family in one of those witness protection schemes or something?â I asked.
She grinned. âNo, but I like that. I might use that in the future.â
âWherever you came from Iâll bet it was more exciting than Wellcome Valley. Round here people think itâs a big deal when thereâs a wall of drying paint to watch.â
Scarlett put her knife down and