he wasnât back for good and she deserved more than a summer fling.
He had always loved the stars and the sky but, more than that, the freedom they had represented. He knew life had been different for Molly. Sheâd had her dad and when her mom had passed sheâd had Rina. Sheâd grown up in a house filled with love and support. He hadnât. Heâd wanted to escape and run as far away from Texas as he could get.
Ironic that heâd ended up finding his home in Houston. Heâd thought heâd have to leave that city far behind to find peace, but heâd been wrong. It wasnât the first thing heâd been wrong about and he doubted very much it would be the last.
âWhat am I looking at?â she asked. Her voice was soft like the gentle breeze stirring around them and her hair smelled of summer strawberries. He remembered the way it had looked falling in disheveled waves around her shoulders and was tempted to remove the elastic holding it in place now.
âVenus,â he said. âVenus takes only a fraction of one Earth yearâ225 daysâto orbit the sun once, so we see it frequently in the night sky. Sometimes Jupiter and Mars line up with itâitâs rare, but you can see all three in a triangle in the sky.â
âNow?â
âNo. Usually closer to sunrise,â he said.
âWhatâs it like to see the sunrise from orbit?â
He wasnât sure he could put it into words. He wasnât one of those poetic guys who turned their adventures on the space station into books. Despite his time with NASA, he was still more of a cowboy, he guessed, even if he didnât want to be tied to the Earth.
âItâs awesome,â he said at last.
She chuckled.
âAwesome?â
âYeah, got a problem with that?â
âNot at all,â she said. âGood to know that you havenât changed all that much.â
For a moment he didnât follow and then he remembered when heâd first come to the ranch. All heâd said to everything was awesome in a sarcastic tone.
âForgot about that. I donât use the word much anymore. Must be something about the Bar T that brings it out in me.â
âMust be,â she said, stepping aside. âI guess we should think about heading back.â
âIf you do, youâll miss the best part.â
âWhatâs the best part?â she asked, turning in his arms. She had her head tipped back and their eyes met in the inky darkness. It was hard to read the expression in hers and that made him feel a bit freer. She wouldnât be able to read the expression in his eyes, either. He didnât want her to see how much she affected him.
He traced one finger down the line of her neck. âYou are so delicate-looking in the moonlight. Like the Carina Nebula.â
âIâve never heard of it,â she said. Her words were soft, and he had the feeling she was waiting for something.
Him?
âItâs not as well-known as many of the other nebulas. Itâs found in the southern sky.â
âSouth like southern hemisphere?â
âYeah. Remember how I wasnât sure where Montana was for the longest time?â he asked. Heâd been so green when heâd lived here. When he was surviving on the streets, the only things that had mattered were food and staying away from the authorities. Heâd never done well in school until heâd come to the Bar T and hadnât had those worries anymore.
âI do. But you always knew the night sky,â she said. âWas it because of... I donât know much about your family. Dad always respected the privacy of the guys who came here. Said if you wanted me to know your story, youâd tell me.â
âNothing to tell. I knew the sky because I read a book when I was younger, before things got rough, about sailors who navigated using the stars. It just sort of