pointing out that everythingâs out of place. These dolls are all mixed up. Some are upside downâ¦â
Calvin knew that in Sashaâs world, this would be unacceptable. Iâd told him that one of the things weâd done on Sunday was alphabetize the emergency contact list that her mom kept on the fridge. Whoo-hoo! Par-tay, Sasha style!
I continued, âAnd yeah, maybe Sasha fought back when whoever grabbed her, grabbed her.â I shook my head as I looked around. âBut nothing else in the room is knocked over. It doesnât make sense.â
âOkay, so if Sasha didnât mess up the dolls, who did?â Calvin asked. âFor the record, if Iâm executing a home invasion with the intent to kidnap a child, Iâm not gonna take the time to rearrange her freaking freaky dolls.â
I agreed. But those haunting images from my dream popped back into my head. I thought about Sashaâs eyesâhow theyâd looked empty as sheâd leaned against the car window.
I rubbed a tired hand over my face and sighed. âCal, Iâm gonna tell you something, and youâre going to think I sound crazy.â
âGirl, I thought you were crazy from the jump.â
I gave him the side eye. âIâm serious. I know itâs going to sound completely unreal, but I canât not tell you.â
Calvin nodded. âOkay.â
âI had a dream this was going to happen.â I frowned. âSort of.â
Calvin looked amused. âLike a premonition?â he said, and I could tell immediately that he wasnât taking me seriously whatsoever.
âI guess.â I sat down on Sashaâs bed, sighing. âItâs hard to explain. Right before Carmen came to our door, I was having this nightmare. And Sasha was in it. She was walking down this deserted highway in the rain. I thinkâno, I know that she was in danger.â
Calvin wheeled close and draped an arm over my shoulder, pulling my head playfully into his armpit. âYouâre like Old Mary One-Eye, the palm reader who lives underneath the highway overpassâbut cuter.â
âDickweed.â
âI love you too.â
âIâm serious,â I said, pulling free and looking up at Calvin. âWhy would I have a dream about Sasha right before she disappeared? I feel like maybe I know more than my conscious mind will let on.â
Calvin shook his head. âYou had a bad dream. Itâs a coincidence.â
I didnât quite believe that.
âTell you what,â Calvin said. âWhen they find Sashaâafter youâve gotten some good, uninterrupted sleepâweâll ask her if any part of your dream actually came true.â
âDo you really think theyâll find her, Cal?â
âI know they will,â he said, his voice so rich with conviction that I almost believed it myself.
âI so hope youâre right,â I said.
Chapter Three
The next two days were seriously surrealâand this was well before Fridayâs after-dark run to the SavâAâBuck in Harrisburg. That fabulousness was still to come.
Calvin and I both took Tuesday off from school to search for Sasha in the daylight, while the rest of the neighborhood watch rapidly waned. It was creepy, seeing people who had been standing outside with flashlights and umbrellas just hours before as they bustled into their cars and SUVs for a normal workday as if nothing were different. Old Mr. McMahon, two houses down, whistled as he mowed his lawn.
Even the sun was shining again. It seemed, honestly, as though the entire world was giving Sasha the finger.
Wednesday meant it had been long enough since Sashaâs disappearance that the police could finally become involved. My mom had delivered an exhausting number of diatribes about that . She could still remember the days when a missing nine-year-old got immediate attention from the local police. But it had been decades