missing the point: Beckwell Abbey was not for sale. Nor, Nicola added, as she repeated this, was any of the land upon which it sat. The tenant farmers depended on Nicolaâs renting them her land for their sheep. Where were the poor things to graze if they hadnât access to the abbeyâs fields?
âSheep?â the Grouser had burst out when Nicola had put this question to him. âWho cares about sheep ? You foolish girl, weâre talking about twelve thousand pounds .â
Nicola, who did not appreciate being called a foolish girl to her face, could not quite understand what her decision to sell or not to sell had to do with the Grouser. It wasnât as if he would be enjoying any of the profits, since the abbey was hers. In any case, she had politelyâMadame had instructed her girls very sternly that politeness was essential in all conversations, particularly ones with unpleasant relationsâinformed the Grouser that she hadnât the slightest intention of selling, and that he might give this prospective buyer her sincerest regrets.
To say that the rage this simple statement threw the Grouser into was extreme was as much an understatement as to say that the crowd here at Almackâs tonight was packed in as tightly as fish in a barrel. Nicola had quite thought her guardian would bite her head off. She listened to his ranting for a little while, then eventually stopped, and thought instead about Lord Sebastian, and his robinâs eggâblue eyes. How much more pleasant to think of the God than of the Grouser!
âYou seem far away, Miss Sparks.â
The deep voice, drifting across the dance floor, roused Nicola from her thoughts. She looked up and found herself looking into the very same eyes sheâd been trying so hard to picture that morning during her unpleasant interview. Good heavens! This morning, all sheâd been able to think about while talking with the Grouser had been the God, and here she was, dancing with the God, and all she could think of was the Grouser! How perfectly morbid.
âI am sorry,â Nicola apologized, as they waited their turn to make their way down the line of dancers on either side of them. âI was only thinking about my guardian. He told me this morning that someone wants to buy Beckwell Abbey.â
âWell, thatâs a good thing,â the God replied. He was gazing about the room, his earlier protests that he longed for some fresh air evidently forgotten, since he looked to be enjoying himself immensely, despite the closeness of the room. âIsnât it?â
Nicola didnât shrug, because that, of course, wouldnât be ladylike. Instead she said, âI canât see how.â
âOh, well.âThe God held out his arm, as it was their turn to promenade. âIf the offer wasnât good enough, by all means, youâve got to turn it down. Like this fellow at Tattâs today. Tried to sell me a horse he claimed was all right, but even a blind man could tell it was swaybacked.â
Nicola tried telling him that it wasnât that the offer hadnât been good enough; it was the principle of the thing. But apparently the God was not capable of deep conversation while also concentrating on a quadrille, since he looked a bit baffled. It was only later, having spied Eleanor entering the assembly rooms with her family, that Nicola was able to share her concerns with someone who was able to offer a sympathetic ear and heart.
âOh, Nicky, how odious,â Eleanor cried. âThe Milksop, too? What was he wearing?â
âChartreuse velvet,â Nicola said, and had to wait patiently for her friendâs laughter to die down before going on, âI just donât understand it.â
âOh,â Eleanor said. âI know. Chartreuse never looks good on anyone.â
âNo,â Nicola corrected her friend. âNot about that. About the abbey. Why would anyone want Beckwell