Never to Keep (Accepting Fate #1) Read Online Free PDF

body and mind shattered simultaneously. All at once the tension, sorrow, and anger that had built up over the past few days was expelled from my body. He echoed my curse and followed me over the edge.
    “Holy fuck, that was amazing.” He barely got the words out through heavy breaths.
    “I would have to agree.” I sat up, making sure to keep him inside me. I rested my forehead against his shoulder when his strong arms wrapped tightly around me. We stayed like that for several minutes until we caught our breath. I would never be able to enjoy average sex again.
    I mourned the loss of his cock when he pulled out of me. The view of his muscular ass as he walked to the bathroom to clean up was all it took to get me ready for round two. I could look at him forever. I sobered at my errant thought. I didn’t need to set myself up for disappointment.
    “Where do you think you’re going?” he asked when he caught me reaching for my dress. “I’m not nearly finished with you yet.” His voice was husky, and his cock was already standing at attention again.
    “I think it would be best if I left…” My words died on a sigh as he stroked a powerful finger down my cheek to my neck and then finally rested his palm on my breast. His other hand reached for his incredibly hard cock.
    “I couldn’t disagree more.” His wicked grin coupled with the sight of him pleasuring himself reignited the flames in my belly.
    Sweeping me off my feet, he carried me to the bed and laid me down horizontally. I watched his hand pump his length as he thoroughly examined my body. He grabbed my legs and pulled until my ass was at the edge of the bed. Licking his lips, he wedged himself between my thighs. Once again, my legs instinctively wrapped around his narrow hips.
    I pushed up on my hands until my lips were an inch from his. “Kiss me,” I pleaded. There was a moment of hesitation before his firm lips met mine for the first time. He tilted his hips back and then slid inside me where he belonged…for tonight, anyway.
    *
    “Will you stay the rest of the night?” he asked while I was still pressed up against the door to the adjoining room. “I think I need a short break to recover after that last one, but I’m not ready for you to leave.”
    “What do you want to do while we wait?”
    “How about we watch TV? I’m afraid you’ll come to your senses and sneak out if I take a nap.” He reached for the remote and pressed the power button. He flipped through a dozen channels before stopping on a sitcom. “How’s this?” he asked.
    “That’s actually one of my favorites,” I replied.
    “Same here,” he said with a grin. “You really are perfect.”
    I felt completely relaxed with him as we cuddled under the covers. We laughed at the crazy antics transpiring on the show and made out like horny teenagers during the commercials.
    We shared two more orgasms before he fell into a deep sleep. Despite being both physically and emotionally exhausted, I had no such luck. Lying in bed with a stranger after a few rebound-slash-comfort fucks didn’t exactly promote good sleep.
    The longer I stayed, the more clearly I realized the entire thing had been a mistake. In the darkness of the night, I could do nothing but think about how my happy ending had been ripped away from me before my fairytale truly began. It was hard to accept that the man I’d loved with every fiber of my being since sixth grade wouldn’t choose me over getting some strange.
    “Hypocrite,” I mumbled to myself. I looked over at my stranger. Even though he didn’t love me, for a few short hours, I’d been enough for him. For a little while, he had been able to piece together my tattered heart.
    Fate was an evil bitch. She took away the two most important men in my life for absolutely no reason. As if that wasn’t enough, she decided to tease me with the beautiful man lying beside me. I ran my fingers through his shaggy, dark hair. I watched his peaceful face and