bat-cave. A larger crowd was back there lounging and flirting. I circled the bar twice, began feeling kind of stupid for being stood up. Stupid for running into Nick and tripping like that. In my headI was rewriting that last frigginâ moment, not switching into PMS mode and letting any of that old animosity out. Damn, on top of that, Iâd been stood up, and didnât want to do an about-face and go back out there right now, didnât want to pass by him.
Then there was a tap on my shoulder.
A smooth, baritone voice said, âFrankie?â
This gap-toothed, nappy headed, Buddha-belly brother in a fire-red suit and polka-dot bow tie was standing in my face holding a dozen yellow roses.
All I could say was, âUh, yeah?â
âI was getting worried.â He chuckled with glee. âI was wondering if you got lost.â
âI . . . well . . . I was up front.â Everything inside my head started rocking like I was on the Riverboat Queen during a monsoon, no Dramamine in sight. Next thing I knew he had kissed my cheek and flowers were in my hand. âWow. Thanks for the flowers.â
He said, âJust in time. Letâs head upstairs before we lose our reservations.â
âUpstairs?â Shit . That meant I had to walk by everybody and be scrutinized by both the gold-diggers and the wankstas. Everybody including Mr. A-List. âOh, yeah. Dinner. Right.â
âFollow me. My, my, you are looking lovely.â
Yellow roses in hand, I ghost walked through the main area, past all the glam. Nick and André were at the bar; too busy talking to see me. Irritation was in Nickâs face, enough for that smile to be turned upside down, so I knew he was telling his homie what had happened between us. I had done that with my bitterness. Felt bad, but that was what I was feeling. I pretended that I didnât see them.
âHoly shit,â somebody mumbled, then chuckled. I looked over and it was André looking in my direction, his mouth wide open, laughter creeping up from his chest to his throat.
Nick saw me. Just as much surprise in his eyes. I couldnât look at him. Felt so damn foolish.
My date led me to the hostess; she took us upstairs to the area with dim lights and candles. All eyes were on us. I wouldâve been more comfortable walking with a naked white man.
He pulled my chair out first, then squeezed into his seat and said, âYou look stunning.â
No, Iâm just stunned.
He said, âYou can put the flowers down.â
âOh. Yeah.â
âAfter all of our late-night conversations and e-mails, Iâve looked forward to meeting you face-to-face. Nice to see the face that goes with all of those provocative conversations.â
I looked at him and remembered what I wanted to forget, thought, oh God, oh God. We had cybersex. And I had actually thought about himâwell that picture he had sent meâlast night while I was lying in my bed, my hand between my legs, double-clicking my mouse, moaning and squirming and letting out sweet curses, and imagining that me and the man in my mind were going at it like rabbits.
âWell, how was your day, Frankie?â
âWhat?â I cleared my throat. âOh. Pretty good.â
âOutside of property, any good investments?â
We talked about technology stocks, then some blue chip names that werenât doing too bad, mentioned a few old-fashioned stocks, conversation about hot IPOs that were up four hundred percent.
I shook my head. âKeep away from old-fashioned stocks. Iâd gamble on Tyco or Bank One.â
âEspecially Bank One. Very cheap stock.â
Thatâs one thing my choices of men and stock have always had in common. Their potential looked greatâguess Iâve been buying lowâbut their value has always plummeted overnight.
The waiter came back with salads. That broke our discussion. We ate, sipped our wine,
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