girlfriend to him. I barely even talk to him now.
“Why do you try? I don’t give you anything Evan and yet you never stop. I…” I pause. “I don’t get it.”
“Let’s talk in person. When you’re ready.”
“Ok, when I’m ready.” What am I waiting for?
“Till then,” he breathes.
“Till then.” I bring the phone to my lap and press the red button.
My phone rings and I expect it to be Evan again, but it’s not. “Hello?”
“Abby, how are you?”
Marco.
My heart bounces, but right away I notice it’s not the same as when it’s Evan on the other end.
“Umm, I’m Ok,” I whisper. I don’t know if I want to speak to him, but I feel like I’m supposed to give him a chance. Guilt maybe?
“I’ve missed you so much. I’m in town and would love to see you.”
I stand from the seat I’d taken only seconds ago and re-approach one of the five vases of baby pink roses that Evan had sent. Reaching for one of the stems, again I bring the enormous flour to my nose and smile.
“What do we have to talk about Marco?”
“I love you, Abby. I think we can fix things. Don’t you want that?”
Do I?
I shrug. “Honestly, I haven’t thought much about it.” Again I dip my nose into the amazing smell the flower holds.
“I’m thinking about it every second of the day,” he adds. A pain shoots through my head sending me to the floor. I scream out in pain I hear Marco calling my name and I pick my phone up from the floor next to me. “I need to go.” I hang up. Lying my head on the plush rug that flows beneath me. “This sucks,” I whisper to myself. I close my eyes as the pain takes over. I know this is normal and eventually will subside, but the journey sucks all the same. I wondering why this has all happened. Ok, so I’m feeling sorry for myself, but I think I’m allowed every once in a while.
When I open my eyes, I see the flower lying next to me and notice the stem’s broken. This precious flower that never hurt anyone is broken, just like me. I reach for it pulling it into my chest as I drift into another land.
Chapter Five
Abby
“Abby, can you see me?” a male voice breaks through the darkness.
“No,” is all I can say. I don’t see anyone.
“You’re all I see, Abby,” the voice is a distant whisper.
It’s dark and I’m not sure where I am
“Do you feel me?” He’s closer now.
“No.”
“Do you love me, Abby?” A hand traces over my arm.
How can I answer that question? I don’t even know who he is.
“Abby, you love me?” another male voice makes himself known to the far left. I can’t see anyone, but I know where they are. I feel electricity begin to pull me in.
“You want me, Abby?”
“No, she wants me.”
The male voices step closer. I can feel their heated breath on my skin. “You want this.”
A sizzle breaks onto my skin setting fire to all the right places.
My body is suddenly lying on a soft bed. I open my eyes wide in the darkness, but I still see nothing.
“I’m going to make you come around my hard cock.” Pleasure immediately fills me. My legs spread. I don’t know what’s happening. I’m not giving my permission, but I can’t say no either.
Fingers are taking over my dripping heat while another hand runs along my breast. A hot tongue dips in licking my hard nipple, sucking and biting at it.
“Ahh.” I feel pleasure everywhere.
“I want to give you everything you want.” I can’t keep up with the voices anymore.
Do I want this? I don’t even know who this is? My body says I want it though. Before I have any time to respond, there’s a large hard object at my entrance sliding in.
I scream in pleasure. I’m excited. I want to come all around him like he’d said I would.
Where there were two men, I only feel one now. The first voice taking my breast into his mouth.
“You feel so good, angel. I want to come deep inside you.” His mouth wraps around mine and I do come releasing my screams into his mouth.
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