isâI think weâre the majority nowâIâm not sure we ever feel totally normal. But then who does, right? He squeezed my hand, shook it, but neither of us let go. âWent Smith.â
âWell, that puts an end to the Bailey Daley jokes,â I said. âHow did you get a name like Went? â
His green eyes stopped dancing and turned a full shade darker. âThe day I was born, my father went away and left my mother. That night my grandparents died in a car accident. My mother told the doctor that when I came, everything else went. I guess she could have called me Came, but what kind of a name is that?â
Only then did he let go of my hand. And when he did, I felt like crying. Thatâs how deeply I sensed the loss of it.
4
I filled lunch with witty chatter. But the truth was I didnât know how to talk to guysâreally talkâany more than Amber did. Lunch was winding down, and I realized I hadnât learned much about Went Smith. âI still donât know why youâre in Millet. I donât know much at all about you, Mystery Guy.â
âYou will. Weâve got time.â
Weâve got time. Had anybody ever said a nicer thing to me? It was all I could do not to shake hands with him again.
âDad and Iâand our dogâmoved out here so Dad could work in Larkfield at the prison.â
âWait. I thought your dad bailed on you when you were born.â I said it before thinking. What was wrong with me? This was too personal.
But he just smiled. âDad bailed on Mom, but not on me. I did the every-other-weekend thing growing up, but Iâve been living with Dad since middle school. I guess I got to be a little too much for Mom to handle.â
âWhereâs your mom now?â Amber actually sounded at ease talking to Went.
âSt. Louis. So Iâll get to see her more often. We could use a second chance.â He turned to me. âYou and your mom get along? â
âWith each other, yeah. With the rest of the world, that depends. Moneyâs always tight in our house. We do okay, I guess. I have got to get a job, though.â
âYeah. My dad wants me to get a job ASAP.â
âBailey?â Amber frowned. âYouâre going to try to get a job in Millet? Man, whatâs left?â She turned conspiratorially to Went. I loved how heâd put my friend at ease without seeming to try. âBailey can get jobs. Keeping them, thatâs another matter.â
I shrugged. It was the exact thing Iâd been thinking about Mom earlier. Spooky.
Lunch ended, and Went followed us to the dump line. âDonât suppose you have English this hour?â he asked, studying his class schedule. I considered skipping history and going to English again.
âWeâve got history now,â said Amber the Big Mouth.
âDid you get Weaver?â I moved in beside Went so I could read his schedule. He smelled like a California breeze, a sandy beach, the Pacific at sunset. Somehow I knew this even though Iâd never been farther west than Nebraska.
âDo you have Weaver now ?â Carlyâs strident voice interrupted us, followed by her strident self. She strutted up on the other side of Went. â Iâve got Weaver now!â Carly made this sound like the most amazing coincidence since lightning had struck the same place twice. She slipped her arm through Wentâs, and they disappeared into the throngs.
Amber and I trudged in silence to history class, a funeral procession in the middle of a circus. âWell, Went was fun while he lasted,â she said. âNow that Carlyâs made her play, weâll probably never get a chance to get to know him.â
Know him, know him, know him . . .
Amber was right. Even with my New Yearâs resolution, Iâd never get a boyfriend like Went Smith.
In history class a dozen kids fired questions at me before our teacher so rudely
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