hasnât come into any inheritance. And anyway, look,â she said as she fast-forwarded the tape and stopped at a frame showing Rabbi Elharizi in priestly garb again. âHeâs moving money to Canada for something bigâbig and illegalâlook at this getup, that means something, doesnât it? Iâm telling you, itâs something big and illegal. That much Iâm sure of.â
âHow can you be sure?â
âRubin,â Natasha said with a laugh, âyou yourself taught me: I do not divulge my sources, Iâve got my source and Iâm sure not giving it out. But I need you to help me. I need you to persuade him to give me a crew, I want to get to the bottom of this thing.â
âPersuade who? Hefetz?â Rubin asked, surprised. âYou want me to persuade Hefetz? Who could possibly persuade him better than you? You certainly donât need any help when it comes to Hefetz. You know that nobody has more influence over him than you do.â
âListen, Rubin,â Natasha said, her lips trembling as if she were about to burst into tears, âyouâre wrong. And as one whoâ¦never mind, youâre totally wrong. Thatâs insulting. I donât have any influence over him, youâre talking stereotypically.â
âAh,â Rubin said with a wan smile. âStereotypically? I get itâ¦â
âDonât patronize me, Rubin,â Natasha said, pulling on the sleeves of the oversized sweater she was wearing. âYouâre thinking in terms of stereotypes, like in American movies or something, but it doesnât work that way in real life. On the contraryâ¦â
âEnlighten me,â Rubin said, folding his arms across his chest and pushing his chair back. âExplain how it works in real life.â
âAll right. I know you have experience, I know that you yourself have alreadyâ¦never mind,â she said, slapping her thigh as if to close the subject. âI didnât say thatâ¦never mind, Hefetz wonât ever help me, he wonât help meââ
âNatasha,â Rubin said, making an effort to sound fatherly and patient, âhow can I possibly bypass the news chief to help you? Explain that to me. Especially when you and heââ
âOn the contrary,â Natasha implored him. âItâs exactly the opposite of what you think: if a man like Hefetz sleeps with a woman, he doesnât think sheâs worth much anymore. He knows how to talk nice, I guess, but youâll never catch him taking me seriously, treating me like my work has any value. I think thatâ¦in general, if a person of his rank screws around with a nobody, a new reporter, do you really think heâs going to promote her because of that?!â
Rubin grimaced. âI donât likeâ¦why are you talking like that? Why do you talk about yourself with such disdain? This isnât a matter of getting it on the sly, itâs totally clear that you two have had something serious going for quite a while.â
âItâs not important what we have going,â Natasha said, cutting him off. âIt doesnât matter what Hefetz says, he can talk about love from morning to night. Iâm telling you, if a married guy messes around with a girl half his age itâs called screwing, thatâs all it is, and I donât have any intentionâ¦in your case maybe itâ¦but in any case, itâs over.â
âAha. Over. Now itâs all clear to me,â Rubin said, raising his eyes to the ceiling.
âWhatâs clear to you?â Natasha demanded to know, and with a trembling finger she pressed the button that slowly ejected the videotape. âBecause itâs clear to meâ¦that you donât wantâ¦â
âOh, come on, Natasha, donât be so touchy, at least spare me that,â Rubin said, grabbing tightly the bony hand that held the tape.
âSo do you