palatial for a province, granite portico, high-relief frieze, gilt columns, solid gold image inside. A pleasant smell of burnt meat and incense wafted over the colorful crowd, there was a medley of sacrifice vendors in the forecourt, a babble of greeting and chaffering and noise from the doves and cocks and lambs on sale, and for once he questioned me outright. âWhatâs all this?â he said.
âHigh day.â I was surprised. âTheyâre offering sacrifice.â
âSacrifice?â For once the tables were turned. I had startled him.
âAnimals. Or incense, if youâre rich enough. In thanks, or a petition.â It was on the tip of my tongue to add, How on earth do you worship in Hethria? His eyes silenced me.
âYou mean . . . you kill things? For the Four?â
âThe Four?â Surprise was back with me. âWe worship the Lady. I donât understand what you mean.â
âThe Lady? What Lady?â
âThe Lady Moriana,â I said patiently. âWhat other could there be?â
He turned full round. Though he rarely met your glance, from him it did not seem shiftiness. But now his eyes were wide open, and I pulled mine away, for those irises were no longer green but pure black, and his horror was solid as a blow.
âYou worship your ruler? She lets you treat her like aâaâSky-lord? Another human being?â
More insulted than shocked I said indignantly, âShe is our Lady. And you may be long-lived, but she is immortal. Why should we not worship her?â
He let out his breath. Very low, utterly appalled, he said, âImsar . . . Math.â
âDo youââI was still in armsââbehave differently?â
He tore his eyes from the beasts.
âSacrifice? To the . . . the Four ?â He sought for words. âWe fly kites for Air. Light fires for Fire. Plant trees for Earth. Give wine and flowers to Water.â His eyes returned to the animals, as to some indelible obscenity. âBut those are Sky-lords. Not aâaââ
âNo wonder,â I snapped, âyou made a desert of Hethria.â
Shock nearly made him laugh. âOh, Iâm the Fourâs only follower in Hethria. Fengthira just believes in Math. The Good. I canât explain, itâs too complicated. But she doesnât give it anything at all.â
He jerked his eyes free and clicked to the mare. We had changed horses and were a mile outside Bhassan before he spoke again.
âYour Lady. You call her undying?â
Still stiff, I retorted, âI am the tenth Captain of her Guard. And she is still a girl.â
He caught his breath. Shot a glance at my surcoat. âMoontree,â he muttered. For a second his eyes went vacant. Then he said bleakly, âI see.â
âSee what?â I snapped.
âThisâimmortality. Does it touch others too?â
I recalled my predecessorâs fifty-year reign, my minute-long day beside Los Morryan. âYou might share some of it, if you were close to her often enough.â
âI see,â he repeated, with another sort of glance, and I said furiously, âI donât want to live forever. I have a family to feed!â
âOf course,â he agreed mildly. Provoked, I charged on.
âSheâs a good ruler! Assharral is safe, wealthy, orderly, strong. What more could you ask?â
âAnd nobody,â he retorted softly, âsings.â
âNonsense!â I was thoroughly enraged now. âIâm not afraid of her! Nobody is!â
He gave me one brief inexpressive look and words died on my lips.
âVery well,â I said, half a mile later. âSo people . . . disappear. They are rebels. Troublemakers.â He did not reply. âItâs a small price to pay!â He still did not answer. âWhat ruler is different?â I found myself near shouting, and hastily dropped my voice. âWhat if she does have moods?