insisted it wasnât a joke.) The ride up Michigan Avenue was horrific. Every white man looked like he was about to duck into a telephone booth and emerge in a Klan hood. The blacks frightened her like no one in Oakland had scared her for years. Her racism? Their hostility? They drove past Bertramâs department store where Aunt Martha had bought that pinafore when Susan was eight. (Susanâs mother had inhaled sharply when she saw the pink and grey box. Bertramâs was a very fine store. Aunt Martha always sent things from very fine stores. Mother might have sent more pink and grey boxes herself if she hadnât married a feckless sailor and moved to California.) Grey, humid Detroit heat. Petulant showers and then sudden sun evaporating everything. What if they didnât get in? Just get out of Detroit. Love it or leave it. Just get out.
âShit, Susan, this is the tunnel. I told you we wanted the bridge. Everyone says the bridge is an easier crossing.â
âNo, they say itâs quicker, but the guards at the tunnel are easier.â
âHell, Susan, donât you remember what Hank said about the deserter from Georgia? Shit, Susan.â
Her voice was blocked with tears.
âJust tell me the way to the bridge,â he barked. âIâm the one whoâs driving the van. Iâm the one whoâs resisting the damn draft.â
âOh, I see,â she turned to him, glared at him, raising her voice. âAnd I suppose Iâm just along for the ride?â
He rubbed the back of his hand along her cheek and kept his eyes on the traffic ahead. âIâm sorry, hon. Itâs our decision. Letâs not get at each other. Itâll be over in an hour. Weâll be in Canada. Maple leaf or beaver,â he tried to laugh. Then he lowered his voice to soothing. âWeâll be OK in Canada.â
She didnât say, âif we get in.â She said, âIt looks as if the Ambassador Bridge is just about ten blocks from here.â
When they passed the U.S. border guards, she wanted to wave or give them the finger, but their escape was too tenuous. A small sign in the middle of the bridge said, âWelcome to Canada. Bienvenue au Canada.â Before she noticed it, they had pulled up to the Canadian border guard.
âGood afternoon,â he said. âWhat is the purpose of your visit?â
Guyâs face grew pale. She looked for reassurance in his familiar features and all she could see was his pale.
âMy wife and I would like to apply for landed immigrancy.â
(âMy wife and I,â she thought. They had married for this charade. âImmigrancy.â Ellis Island. Her mother and Rosa Kaburi. New World. But no one would muck up their name here. Not a High Anglo name like Thompson. She knew what she was doing when she took that name.)
âEh, what was that? Could you speak up, please?â
Those were the right words. She knew they were the right words. What kind of game was this fellow running?
âOKâ the guard said finally. âGo to the green building over there after youâve filled out these forms.â
âOut,â Canadian âout.â He hadnât smiled.
âMy wife and I would like to immigrate to Canada.â
âDid you bring your gear with you?â Another foreign official. Never before had she thought of Canadians as so foreign.
âGear?â Guy asked.
âFurniture,â barked the official, âpots, pans, baby carriage.â
âOh, my parents are sending up that stuff,â said Guy, who was always good at charades. âWe do have a few things in the car.â
Susan wondered what they would think when they saw the sleeping bags, typewriters, guitars. Hippies? Actually, it was true that Guyâs mother insisted on sending up the mahogany bedroom set once they got settled.
âDraft dodger?â the guard asked casually.
âIn fact,â Guy