for Oras to protest the tithe.â
âCursed be those who deny the light.â
âBe they cursed.â
âI live because I have to among the followers of the dark hag. I am tainted with their evil. Purge me, Soäreh. Be Father and family to me.â
âFire burns clean, the Light cleanses all.â
âBlessed be the light.â
âFather, mother, sisters, brothers, all refuse the light. I sin because of them. I give in to anger. I doubt the right. They are the roots of my sin. I renounce them, Soäreh, my Father. I renounce them.â Her glowing eyes were fixed on the arc of flame above her head.
âBlessed be the light that burns away the darkness.â
âBlessed be the light.â
âLet my soul be a transparent glory, let the light shine in me.â With this final outburst, Nilis lowered her hands and thrust her arms back in the fire, crying out after a moment, a wild hoarse wail of a pleasure too much for her slight body to hold.
As Nilis swayed back to her place and another of the Followers stumbled to the fire, Tuli slapped at her brotherâs leg, then wriggled away from the window. Without waiting for him, she clawed her way up the wall and dropped to the ground outside.
Teras thudded down beside her. âHow could she do that?â There was anguish in his voice. His usual control stripped away, he slammed a hand against the mud bricks. âTraitor!â
Fighting with her own anger, Tuli caught his hand in hers, held it tight, his need the one thing that could cool her heat. âWhat are we going to do?â
He tugged his hand free, rubbed it hard across his face. âTell Da first, thatâs one thing.â His voice was hoarse. âWe have to, he has to know what she did.â He kicked at the wall, stared away from her, blinking tears he was ashamed of from his eyes. âI canât believe she did it, Tuli. Whyâd she do it? Why?â
âSheâs Nilis, I sâpose thatâs all.â Tuli touched his arm. âWhat can we do?â
âI donât know.â He struck the wall with the flat of his hand, then raced along it toward the street.
Tuli ran after him, caught hold of his arm, stopping him. âThe watcher,â she breathed.
He pressed his back against the crumbling brick. Eyes closed, head back, he stood, breathing raggedly. In the light of Nijilic TheDom, directly overhead now, clear for that moment of clouds, he looked far older than his fourteen years. Tuli shivered, chilled by a sense of lossâthen he opened his eyes, grinned at her and the world was right again. She grinned back, pointed down the street, started loping through the shadows of the overhanging storefronts, moving with the stealth of a prowling fayar. Several shops down she cut across the street then circled around behind the Maiden Shrine toward patient Labby slumping half-asleep against the post.
They rode in silence, Tuliâs arms around her brotherâs waist, her cheek pressed against his back. Neither spoke until the barns of Gradin-Tar loomed ahead and the great black bulk of the watchtower, then Teras brought Labby to a halt. He twisted around, his face grave. âYou better get back up the wall âfore I go in. Da âud skin you alive if he knew you were out.â
âYah.â She relaxed her hold, shifted back until she was sitting on the macaiâs rump. âThink heâll believe you?â With a small grunt, she swung a leg up and over, slid off and stood looking up at him.
âWhy shouldnât he?â He clucked to Labby, started him walking again in a slow amble. âIf he doesnât, Iâll have to tell him you were with me and heard the same things.â
Tuli grimaced, touched a buttock. âMy backside will heal faster than what Nilis is doing to us. Teras.â¦â
âHuh?â
âMake sure Da knows that if he still is going to go, he should leave