out different styles, different methods of expression and organization: Fra Angelico, Holbein the Younger, Holbein the Elder, Rivera, Modigliani, Memling. The root cellar deepened itself: darker, wetter, colder, a realm of lawlessness and foreign language, much like being fathoms underwater. And it was in this way that a full six months passed, the Philippines taking on the characteristics of a place she loved, not because it felt comfortable, not because it felt safe, but because it showed the clearest and most direct route to what she had begun to believe was her destiny: a life of solitude, a life of workâhers, not her fatherâsârising up around her like walls.
But then her father recovered, his physical and mental health twice as robust as before.
âAnd you were found out?â There was an excitement in the biologistâs eyes that, for the first time, actually reminded her ofa biologist, of someone who was gathering data and imagining it being put to use.
âYes. By that point, the fields were beyond salvaging.â
âHe blamed you.â
âAnd rightfully so.â
âAnd what about the sketchbook?â
âHe didnât care.â
âMaybe someday the two of you will go back. Fix things up.â
She shook her head. âMy father never returns to a place heâs already been. Whatâs more, the embassy had started to evacuate on account of the Japanese.â
âAnd your mother?â
âWhat about her?â
âMothers usually have opinions about things like this.â
âNot mine.â
âWhy not?â
âSheâs dead.â
âOh no. Iâm sorry.â
The furrows in his brow were so dark and deep, they looked like tattoos. She shrugged and looked away.
âJust the two of you, then, and so late in the game,â he continued. âNo wonder youâre unhappy.â
âNot unhappy. Just unproductive.â
âFair enough.â
Just then, the air began to shriek. Three deafening whistle blasts from the street outside: short, long, short.
âThe Del Mar cannery,â the biologist explained, hands shielding his ears. He was trying to look disappointed by the interruption, but he was clearly as thankful for it as she was. âArthur will be crushed. The poor lambâs already worked four shifts this week.â
âThe canneries are open this late?â
âThe canneries are open whenever thereâs something to can. The whistles blow, they open the throttles, and everything starts to shake.â
She heard stairs being taken at a hurry, and then Arthur was in the doorway, panting. When he saw the two of them sitting together on the bed, his eyes widened.
âSome of the
Styela
are still in the m-menthol,â he stuttered.
âItâs all right. Iâll finish up.â
âAnd Iâm afraid one or two of the
Okenia
got a bit . . . flattened.â
âItâs all right, Arthur.â
âIâll be happy to stay if you need someââ
âNo, no, no. We donât want you on the foremanâs bad side. Again.â
Arthur nodded at the biologist and then at Margot, a great seriousness on his face. For a moment, she felt serious, too, as if a piece of crucial information were about to be revealed, but then Arthur was gone and so was the feeling.
The biologist let out a long exhale, lips fluttering.
âMy God, did you see that look he gave you? Someone needsto inform him youâre not a damsel. And youâre certainly not in distress.â He squinted at her forehead. âOr are you?â
âIâve endured worse.â
âYou certainly have.â
She held his gaze until the aforementioned shaking began, until the tension that had existed prior to the whistle blast reknotted itself. Then she looked out the window. The green curtains were almost perfectly translucent now, the fabric dissolved by the streetlights, the