truth, theyâd call up the men in the white suits.â
âYou donât have to tell me,â I replied. âWhy do you think I want you up here? I need someone to tell me Iâm not having a nervous breakdown.â
There was a slight pause at the other end of the line. âDo you wish you were?â
âI donât know,â I said. âAt the moment, Iâm too confused to tell you
what
I feel. I need more time to think about it.â
âOkay, listen,â she said briskly. âIâll get there as soon as I can. Meanwhile donât let him out of your sight.â
âOh, gee, thanks, Doc,â I said. âJust how am I supposed to do that? You saw what happened at the hospital. If he decides to take off again, thereâs no way I can stop him.â
âI know that,â she replied. âJust keep him talking. Ask him where heâs been all week.â
I thanked her for the suggestion and rang off. I went back into the living-room half expecting to find it empty. Half hoping would be nearer the truth. But he was still there, standing by the window taking in the view, glass in hand. He turned towards me and eyed me silently.
âHi, how are you doing?â I said. You know â just to get things going.
âFine.â He raised his empty glass. âIs it okay if I, er â¦?â
âSure. Help yourself.â
âHow about you?â he asked.
âYeah, great.â I couldnât help smiling. âThis may sound stupid but I canât get over the way you talk. Just like an American. The accent is not home-grown but you speak better than most of the
kibbutzim
we get in town.â
That made him smile too. âHow did you expect me to speak? Like someone out of the Saint Jamesâs version of the Bible?â
âI donât know,â I replied. âIn Aramaic, I guess.â
âIf I did, you wouldnât understand a word I said.â He filled both glasses to the rim and handed one over. âTalking to people is easy. Itâs getting through to them thatâs the problem. The introduction of language was a retrograde step. Designed by some friends of mine to keep people apart. To prevent them from understanding one another.â
I made a mental note to ask him who his friends were. We sat down with the coffee table between us. He put his feet up on it. Miriamâs bandages were still in place. Over them, he was wearing a pair of leather sandals with studded soles. They looked as if they had pounded down a few stony roads in their time.
He saw me looking at them. âRoman Army sandals,â he said. âThe best there is. A centurion gave them to me after I cured his servant. The pair I had before this took me to Britain and back before they finally gave out.â
âAmazing,â I said. âI didnât know you went to Britain.â
He nodded. âOh, yes, I went all over. I was on the road for twelve years.â
âItâs not in the Book.â
âNo,â he said. âIt got edited out.â
âIn fact, if I remember correctly,â I continued, âafter the account of your birth thereâs nothing until that bit in Jerusalem when you are twelve, then we donât pick up on you until youâre around thirty.â
âThirty-four,â he said.
I realised I was going to have to get hold of a copy of the New Testament and bone up on the text so as I could ask the right kind of questions. We sipped wine in silence for a while then eventually, with studied casualness, I put my feet up on the table too. And I remember thinking that I would have given anything for Rabbi Lucksteen, who bar-mitzvahed me, to have been able to walk in so asI could introduce him. Then I saw The Man looking at me and wondered if he could read minds.
âThat phone call was to Miriam.â I explained. âShe was the doctor who bandaged your hands and feet and