the reporters would have a harder time realizing that his hair only touched his shoulders now. Heâd given in to the queenâs order sooner than Adair had. The fact that cutting the menâs hair had been a punishment, a humiliation that persuaded them to do as the queen bid, said how very odd it was that Galen had done it on his own. He was the youngest of the Queenâs Ravens, only seventy-five years older than me. Among the sidhe it was almost like being raised together. Iâd thought that open, handsome face was the perfect face since I was fourteen, or maybe younger. It was Galen that I wanted my father to let me be engaged to, but he had chosen another. That engagement had lasted seven years, but there had been no children, and in the end, he had told me I was too human for him. Not sidhe enough. It had made me wonder even more why my father wouldnât let me have Galen in the first place.
He turned lovely green eyes to me and smiled, and I smiled back. He was as armed as any of them with blade and guns, but there was a softness to him that most of the others had lost centuries before either he or I had been born. Heâd give his life for me, and would have when I was a child, unlike the rest of them. But as a politician he was something of a disaster, and that could be fatal in the high courts of faerie.
Someone touched my shoulder. I jumped, and found Madeline with her hand over my mike. She leaned in and whispered, âYouâre staring at him. Letâs not repeat the Frost incident, shall we?â She stepped back with a smile already for the press, hitting the switch at her waist.
I had to keep my face turned away from the crowd because I was blushing. I didnât blush much, and by human standards it wasnât too dark. Sidhe skin just doesnât flush the way human skin tones do. Of course, keeping my face away from the cameras meant that Galen could see me. Some days itâs only a choice of embarrassments, not an escape from them.
Madeline was saying, âPrincess Meredith is getting a little tired. We may have to cut this short, guys, sorry.â
There was a general outcry, and a renewed flash of cameras, which was bad, because Galen came to me. He knelt in front of me, beside my chair, and was tall enough that, from the shoulders up, he was still clearly visible to them. He touched my chin, so gently, with just the tips of his fingers. It made me look at him. It made me forget that we were both in profile to the cameras. He leaned his face closer to me, making me forget that we were onstage. I leaned in toward him, and his hand cupped the side of my face. That made me forget everything else. I have no explanation for it. Weâd shared a bed for months. He was a disaster politically, and showing him this much favor in front of everyone could endanger him, but I wasnât thinking that when we kissed. I wasnât thinking anything, and all I could see was the pleased look on his face, the look in his eyes. Heâd loved me since I was seventeen, and that was, in his eyes, as if nothing had changed and no time had passed.
The queen had ordered me not to show favoritism. She was going to be angry with me, with him, with us, but after Frostâs little incident, as Madeline called it, what was one more? It was bad, and still I kissed him. Still I wanted to kiss him. Still, for just a moment, the world narrowed down to Galenâs face, his hand against my skin, and his mouth on mine.
It was a soft, chaste kiss, I think because he knew if he kissed me too hard, Iâd lose my hold on the glamour that kept Frost and me from looking like lipstick casualties. Galen drew back, and his eyes held that soft surprise that they did sometimes, as if he still couldnât believe he was allowed to kiss me, allowed to touch me. Iâd caught the same look on my face in the bedroom mirror a time or two.
âDo we all get a kiss?â The voice was deep and held