that because itâs been a year, itâs time. That I should be recovered.â
âNot everyone understands that recovery is individual, Dad.â Although Rafe had also been hoping that by now his father would be emerging from mourning.
âThatâs what Melina said, too. She also said I should tell you how Iâm feeling.â He shrugged. âFigured you knew, actually.â
âItâs hard to miss the signs. Youâve lost too much weight.â
âYour mom was the ranch cook, and a good one. I canât bear to sit down at the table to eat someone elseâs cooking, son.â
âI get that. Which is why I think you should live with me. Weâll take care of each other.â
âWouldnât that cramp your style with the women?â
âIâm as celibate as you.â
âThat wonât last for long.â He put his hands on his knees and shoved himself up. âI think Iâll skip dinner and head back to the ranch. Thanks for listening.â
âNope. Dinner first, then you can leave.â
Luis crossed his arms. âYouâre a pushy kid.â
âYeah? Who taught me to be that?â
âYour mother.â
Rafe laughed, slung an arm over his fatherâs shoulders and headed to the kitchen, the only completely remodeled room in the house. He lingered over pizza and beer with his dad, getting him to open up more, trying to figure out if there was a way to help his father then deciding he was already doing it. Heâd made the right decision, moving back to Red Rock, being there for his dad, which mattered even more than Rafe had thought.
After his father drove away, Rafe watched the video again. He sat on the sofa and opened one of the books Melina had dropped off, but he couldnât focus on it, and heâd already researched a lot himself.
Seeing Beau on video brought back memories Rafe had put aside. He didnât want to think about them now, either, didnât want the memories to affect what he did regarding Elliot. Rafe and Beau had been baseball rivals since they were kids, the intensity fierce and unrelenting, but Rafe needed to ignore that for now. Would Beau do the same?
Restless, Rafe took off for a walk. Although Red Rock had grown substantially since he was a child, it was still a small town, easy to negotiate on foot. He came to Red, the restaurant owned by his aunt and uncle. The classy eatery was closed on Monday, so Rafe didnât stop. A little farther down the street he came across Melinaâs office, a small, rusticstorefront with a shingle that read simply Red Rock Occupational Therapy Group, Melina Lawrence and Quanah Ruiz, AOTA-Certified Therapists, Specializing in Stroke Rehabilitation and Autism Spectrum Disorders.
The blinds were shut, but Rafe had glanced inside once before and knew it had a small lobby where Angie worked as administrative assistant, and a doorway leading to whatever other office space was in the back.
By asking around a little, he learned that Melina lived around the corner in a twelve-unit townhouse complex, her two-bedroom end unit purchased less than a year ago. What he didnât know was her phone number.
Heâd been headed to her place when heâd left his house. He just hadnât admitted it to himself.
Rafe used his cell phone to call Information, but she wasnât listed. He tucked his phone back in his pocket then kept walking until he was in front of her building. Lights were still on downstairs, but he really couldnât just drop in on her.
Or could he?
It was nine-thirty. Was that too late? He hesitated a little longer, then decided to go home. He had questions for her and had planned to catch her at her office the next day before the meeting with the Andersons. It was better to just stick with the plan.
Rafe took about ten steps, stopped, then turned around and made his way into the courtyard of hercomplex, ignoring the chastising voice in