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I have. I’m not strong at all. I couldn’t survive the loss of a child. Angel and Charlotte have been through that. Fuck, Lacey can’t even have kids. They’re strong women, Stink, not me. I just fuck.”
    He pressed his hand against her chest. “You have faced more horrors within these four walls than any of The Skulls and Chaos Bleeds combined. You keep your shit together, and you don’t fail. That, to me, is strong. You’re a strong woman, and together, we’re going to help our club, our family to make it whole.”
    “I want to kill him, Stink. I want to plunge a knife into his cold chest, and watch him bleed. I want him to beg, and only feel pain as I hurt him some more.” She’d been staring off somewhere past his shoulder. “I took a vow to do no harm to anyone, and yet I want to murder, and I intend to enjoy it when it happens.”
    “I’ll make sure your vow is never broken.” He kissed her lips. Sandy was a good woman. No matter what Andrew did, Sandy wouldn’t be able to take his life. There were two clubs, though, that were planning on it. Between the two of them, Andrew was going down. They were together now, fighting against him. They would win. “Are you okay?”
    “I’m fine.”
    “Don’t lie to me.”
    “I’m not going to be fine right away, Stink. You know that better than anyone.”
    He kissed her temple. “Don’t try to hide this from me. The club, we’ll get through it together.”
    “He’s not going to stop though. This is just the beginning.”
    “It’s the beginning, and we’re going to fight. He caught us unawares, but none of us are going to make that mistake again.”
    She opened her mouth to speak, and then closed it again. “What?”
    “Andrew attacks anyone. Men, women, children, there is no end.”
    “You’re afraid?”
    “Aren’t you?”
    Stink nodded. “I am. Andrew is a deranged bastard, but we’ve got Gash.”
    She licked her lips, and shook her head. “Even with him, Gash didn’t know this was going to happen. Gash is not deranged. He’s vicious, two different things. We don’t know what he’s doing to do next, and it scares me.”
    “I’m not going to let anything happen to you.”
    “I don’t care what happens to me. It’s everyone else, including you.” Sandy stared at his chest, and she ran her hand across the lapel of his leather jacket. “I can’t lose you, not now.”
    “I’ll be careful.”
    “Promise?”
    “Yes. I love you, Sandy.” He’d been in love with this woman since the first moment he saw her. At the time he’d been enjoying club pussy, and had refused to sleep with her. Sandy had never tried to garner his attention, or his affection, but she’d gotten it without even trying. He loved her. She was part of his life, and he was never going to let her go.
    She never told him that she loved him, but he could wait.
    Sandy was skittish. Push too hard, and she’d run.
    Stink had waited a long time, so a few more months, even years wouldn’t matter. He wasn’t going anywhere, and neither was she.
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    The words were on the tip of her tongue, yet Sandy couldn’t say them. It wasn’t because she didn’t feel them, because she did. She loved Stink. He’d become her whole world, and she found herself seeking him for comfort. At night, she lay in bed and wondered if he was thinking of her.
    Her whole life had been about finding pleasure, not caring where it came from. She never needed sweet words, chocolates, flowers, or a steady relationship. In The Skulls, she’d found friends, loved ones, a family.
    Being with Stink the past few years, she had found herself yearning for something she believed at one time she’d never need. She’d witnessed so many relationships fail through cheating or death. Being a doctor, she’d seen many people become inconsolable at the thought of being alone, without their loved one.
    Even in The Skulls, she saw the rare kind of love that was only supposed to happen fleetingly, or at least