was indeed a party to his self-delusion; the less she said, the sweeter and shyer she appeared to the poor fish.)
âYouâre so defenceless,â added Eric fondly.
He did everything he could think of to reassure her. A week after their first encounter he invited her to meet his mother.
âI know sheâll like you,â encouraged Eric, âand Iâm sure youâll like her â¦â
Only one so besotted could have taken Marthaâs answering growl for an expression of timidity. Socially inexperienced or not, Martha could smell boredom. The additional bait of a nice family evening (such as Eric felt sure she must be missing) was again ill-judged. Martha had no more taste for nice family evenings than a Cossack. If it hadnât been so particularly fine next morning, sheâd have consumed her charcuterie in the studio. But the weather was in league with Eric Taylor, and force of habit took her back to the familiar bench.
âMother says next Friday,â reported Eric gladly, âto supper.â
Thus driven to active self-defence Martha sought, and happily found, what appeared to her an unanswerable objection.
âI get supper. Itâs paid for.â
âWhat a careful little thing you are!â exclaimed Eric, affectionately amused. (Also touched: in default of any solid information he pictured Marthaâs parents as cultured but indigentâin the Church, perhaps?âso that her time in Paris entailed quite severe financial sacrifice on their partâthe mater giving up her subscription to the Lady , the Rev. foregoing a new cassock.)
âAnyway your people wonât be out of pocket,â encouraged Eric, âand Iâm sure they wouldnât object if you asked them.â
âThere isnât time,â pointed out Martha.
âI didnât mean you should writeâthough I really believe you would!â said Eric, touched afresh by such simplicity. âI just meant Iâm sure theyâd approve.â
This was naturally a point Martha couldnât argue, since she had no parents; or if she wasnât disingenuous enough not to give Dolores and Harry Gibson their place, Eric was probably right. She thought again.
âIâm not supposed to speak English.â
âYouâve been speaking it to me. â
âAnd Iâm sorry for it,â said Martha gloomily.
What a tender conscience she had!âand how flattering to Ericâs starveling ego that sheâd wounded it for him!
âIf you like, weâll all talk French,â he promised.
âI might pick up a bad accent,â countered Martha.âWhy didnât she say outright that she wasnât coming simply because she didnât want to? Her mistake lay in having entered into argument at all. Martha, perceiving this, was in fact about to rectify the situation, and as forthrightly as possibleâthe phrase ânot if you paid meâ actually forming on her tongueâwhen Eric pressed on.
âAnyway, Iâm sure youâd like to see our flat,â he urged. âMotherâs done wonders with it. The bathroomâs just like at home.â
He spoke more appositely than he knew. As has been said, the one thing that discontented Martha in the rue de Vaugirard was the bath. What with the flakes of enamel adhering to her behind and the water never running quite hot, she hadnât had a proper lie-down-and-soak in weeks.
âIs it constant hot water?â she asked enviously.
âConstant,â Eric assured her. âMother had a whole new system put in.ââHe wasnât disconcerted by this new turn to their conversation. Amongst all the other virtues heâd projected on Martha was that of domesticity.
âIs the bath vitreous?â asked Martha.
âIf you mean is it a sort of china, yes,â said Eric. âPale green.â
Her defences pierced at lastâ
âWhat time on Friday?â
Benjamin Blech, Roy Doliner