a tsunami that swept everything else aside. They were hisâof his family, of his blood, of his body. They were his. And yet, watching them, he recognised immediately how they felt about their mother. He had seen the protective stance they had taken up and his heart filled with pride to see that instinctive maleness in them.
An old memory stirred within him: strong sunlight striking down on his bare head, the raised angry voices of his parents above him. He too had turned to his mother, as his sons had turned to theirs, but there had been no loving maternal arms to hold him. Instead his mother had spun round, heading for her car, slamming the door after sheâd climbed into it, leaving him behind, tyres spinning on the gravel, sending up a shower of small stones. He had turned then to his father, but he too had turned away from him and walked back to the house. His parents had been too caught up in their own lives and their resentment of one another to have time for him.
Sander looked down at his sonsâand at their mother.
They were all their sons had. He thought again of his own parents, and realised on another surge of emotionthat there was nothing he would not do to give his sons what he had never had.
âMarriage it is, then. But I warn you now it will be a marriage that will last for life. That is the measure of my commitment to them,â he told her, looking at the boys.
If she hadnât been holding the twins Ruby thought she might well have fallen down in shockâshock and dismay. She searched Sanderâs face for some sign that he didnât really mean what he was saying, but all she could see was a quiet, implacable determination.
The twins were turning in her arms to look at Sander again. Any moment now they would start asking questions.
âUpstairs, you two,â she repeated, taking off their navy duffel coats. âChange out of your uniforms and then wash your hands.â
They made a dash past Sander, deliberately ignoring him, before climbing the stairs togetherâa pair of sturdy, healthy male children, with lean little-boy bodies and their fatherâs features beneath identical mops of dark curls.
âThere will be two conditions,â Sander continued coldly. âThe first is that you will sign a prenuptial agreement. Our marriage will be for the benefit of our sons, not the benefit of your bank account.â
Appalled and hurt by this fresh evidence of how little he thought of her, Ruby swallowed her prideâshe was doing this for her boys, after allâand demanded through gritted teeth, âAnd the second condition?â
âYour confirmation and proof that you are taking the birth control pill. Iâve seen the evidence of how little careyou have for such matters. I have no wish for another child to be conceived as carelessly as the twins were.â
Now Ruby was too outraged to conceal her feelings.
âThere is no question of that happening. The last thing I want is to have to share your bed again.â
She dared to claim that , after the way she had already behaved?
Her outburst lashed Sanderâs pride into a savage need to punish her.
âBut you will share it, and you will beg me to satisfy that hunger in you I have already witnessed. Your desire for sexual satisfaction has been honed in the arms of far too many men for you to be able to control it now.â
âNo! Thatâs not true.â
Ruby could feel her face burning. She didnât need reminding about the wanton way in which she had not only given herself to him but actively encouraged him to take her. Her memories of that night were burned into her conscience for ever. Not one of her senses would ever forget the role they had played in her self-humiliationâthe way her voice had sobbed and risen on an increasing note of aching longing that had resulted in a cry of abandoned pleasure that still echoed in her ears, the greedy need of her hands to touch