problem?â And thatâd set him off.â
âWould his mother remember the particular row? Was she there?â
He thought about it for longer than seemed necessary. He took off his sunglasses and when he looked at me his eyes seemed troubled.
âI think that was it,â he said. âThe row was sparked off by something he said to his mother. He was just down in Northbridge for the night, stayed up here mostly ⦠no, I canât get it back. But something like that. Youâll have to ask Pat.â
âWould that upset her?â
âSheâs upset already. Sheâll take some more if she mustâto get somewhere.â
Heâd done enough talking. He scattered the crumbs on the water and went back to work. The anchor came up and he headed back to the marina. We swayed a bit as we crossed a bigger boatâs wake, but the engines had a beautiful easy sound, and the
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cruised smoothly.
âGood motors,â I said.
âServiced by Ray. Exclusively.â
âWhat can you tell me about your wifeâs first husband?â
Nothing happened; no sudden stiffening, no sweating, noknuckle-whitening. âNot much. Pat didnât talk much about him at all. Divorced way back. Heâs dead now, I think.â
âHave they got his name or yours?â
âMine.â
He was concentrating now, moving between the fairly tightly packed boats toward his mooring. I looked ahead and saw a tall figure standing by the pylons; she had a rope in her hands and was tugging at it nervously. Guthrie followed my gaze.
âThisâll give you another idea of what Rayâs like,â he said. âThatâs his girl, Jess. You never met a nicer kid.â
She was the young woman whoâd been sitting on the wall, smiling into the lens. But now she was standing stiffly, she looked older, and she wasnât smiling anymore.
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The deft, unhurried movements she used to help Guthrie tie up the boat seemed to be second nature to her. She was tall and athletic; the short hair, shirt, and jeans gave her a practical look and made no concessions to the usual ideas of femininity, but she was as female as youâd wantâwhich is better. She had Paul Guthrieâs full approval, apparent in every movement he made. He nipped up the ladder, hugged her and made the introductions enthusiastically.
âCliff Hardy, Jess Polansky. Heâs going to look for Ray, Jess.â
This news didnât seem to fill her with delight. She brushed back her light-brown hair and looked at me as if I was the understudy, not the star. âI thought ⦠oh hell, I saw you take the
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out, and I thought it might mean Ray was coming back. Or something â¦â
She burst into tears and Guthrie eased his shoulder over for her to huddle into. She had to bend to do it. As I looked at them I tried to interpret what I was seeing. Does a son want the girl his father so obviously wants for him? It struck me that I was getting out of my depth with fathers and sons, although I was old enough to have a son of Ray Guthrieâs age. As Iâd told Cy Sackville, I didnât even have a brother, and my own memories of my relationship with my father werenât likely to be of much help. He was twenty-plus years dead, a quiet inner sort of man who didnât seem to approveof anything much. I still occasionally had dreams in which I tried to win his approval, and failed.
Guthrie pulled back, put his hands up on the girlâs shoulders and held her at armâs length. ââTalk to Cliff, Jess, give him all the help you can.â
Off the boat, facing the realities on dry land, Guthrie lost some of his bounce. He let go of Jess, swivelled and spoke to me with his head turned half-away. âRay was last seen in the Noble Briton in the Cross. Friday of last week. He was drunk. Thatâs all I know. Stay in touch.â He walked away with his hands in his