âGo away, Lowell,â she said wearily. âYouâve hurt me enough for tonight.â
Anna turned and started into the house, knowing that if Lowell followed her, she couldnât stop him. As heâd said, he owned half of Ashland.
âAnnabelleâ¦â
She looked back and for one brief moment she thought she saw a glimmer of the boy he had once been. Then the softness vanished, replaced once more with bitterness and cynicism. Without waiting to see what heâd wanted, she retreated to the solace of Ashland.
* * *
The next morning, Rush carried a cup of coffee out onto his small front porch. The day was clear and bright, the sky a cloudless blue. Although not even seven, according to the thermostat outside his kitchen window, the temperature had already hit the eighty-degree mark.
It felt it, Rush thought, absently scratching his bare chest. And it felt good. The heat. Being here. Standing half naked on this front porch and watching the day rise over Ashland.
Did it feel so right because heâd been a young boy at Ashland? Was he responding to this place because he recognized it, or because he wanted to?
Rush turned his gaze to the grove of magnolias and took a sip of his coffee, enjoying its strong, almost-bitter taste. He didnât know. Heâd spent the day before combing the plantation grounds, searching for something that would trigger the same response in him that the music box had.
This house had come the closest, yet when heâd logically examined his recognition of the floor plan, heâd had to admit that it wasnât an unusual one. In fact, it was standard. In his years of building heâd worked on similar houses.
So heâd vacillated between being certain heâd visited Ashland Plantation in the past and being certain he was going through some sort of ridiculous mid-life crisis.
He made a sound of frustration. He wasnât accustomed to uncertainty. Since heâd been old enough to take charge of his life, he had. Heâd always known exactly what he wanted and what he felt, and heâd acted accordingly. Even those months heâd lived on the streets, heâd been certain of his every action and of how he would survive.
Rush frowned and brought the cup to his lips once more. Frustrating, too, had been his inability to put Annabelle Ames from his mind. Heâd caught himself thinking of her, remembering something sheâd said or the way sheâd looked at him. Several times during the course of the day heâd caught a glimpse of her, and each time heâd given her a wide berth. Because sheâd wanted to be alone, and because he had, too.
Sheâd been up as late as he the night before. Heâd seen her lights burning long after her brother had left.
Lowell Ames. Rushâs frown deepened, remembering his meeting with the other man the night before. Theyâd come face-to-face in the driveway as Lowell had alighted from his vehicle. Rush had detested the man on sightâeven before heâd heard how he treated his sister.
Annaâs and Lowellâs voices had carried on the fog, and he had listened to their argument. Listened shamelessly. He would use every opportunity to try to unearth a clue to his past, would even stoop to eavesdropping.
And heâd learned much about the brother and sister, Rush thought, turning his gaze to Ashlandâs huge square columns. He narrowed his eyes. Where Anna was strong, Lowell was weak and self-pitying. Where
Anna had character, Lowell had attitude. Anna would do whatever was necessary to save Ashland; Lowell had no love for the plantation at allâin fact he wished they could be rid of it.
Rush took a long swallow of the coffee. He could understand Annabelleâs love of this place. He found Ashland beautiful, even with her cracks and crumbling plaster, her overgrown gardens, her hue of age and decay. How could Lowell Ames, having grown up here, not love it also?