whatever the heck your mom and Laura Grace think you two should be.â He winces, and I realize with a start that maybe heâs onmy side, after all. âBut you could at least be civil to each other, couldnât you?â
âDad, stop. Please? I donât want to talk about Ryder, okay?â
He holds up both hands in surrender. âOkay, okay. Just make sure youâre ready to go at quarter to six.â
I nod. âFine.â I reach for my headset, then stop myself. âOh, wait, I meant to ask . . . What were you and Patrick Hughes talking about last night?â
âOh. That. Patrick was âjokinglyââââhe makes air quotes around the wordââasking for your hand in marriage. I âjokinglyââââthose air quotes againââtold him that he better get his act together or stay the hell away from my daughter.â
I just stare at him, my mouth agape in horror.
âHe assured me that heâs seen the error in his ways and is on the straight and narrow now.â
âPlease tell me youâre joking,â I say with a grimace.
He shakes his head. âI wish I were. Your mamaâs not happy, by the way. Seems to think the two of you were way too cozy last night. Apparently, Cheryl Jackson said something to her.â
âOh my God! Cheryl Jackson?â
He shrugs. âYou know how she is.â
âOh, I know, all right.â That woman needs to learn to mind her own damn business.
âAnyway, Iâll let you get to it,â Daddy says, pointing to Delilah.
I nod, slipping the headset over my ears, effectively ending the conversation. Delilah is heavy and cool in my hand, the familiar weight comforting. It takes me only a couple of minutes to get her locked and loaded, and then I move toward one of the stalls and pick up a pair of goggles.
I shoot for close to an hour. At some point, my dad slips out with a wave, but I barely notice. Iâm too focused on the target in front of me, the center bullâs-eye blown to bits. Daddy thinks Iâm good enough for the Olympic trials, but for women itâs just air pistols or skeet, which isnât nearly as fun. Air pistols seem like playing with toys, whereas .22 calibers like Delilah are the real deal, you know? Anyway, Iâve got enough on my plate as it is, what with college applications and senior year in general. Which reminds me . . .
I need to sit down and talk to my parents. I canât put it off any longer. With a sigh, I set down Delilah, then slip off my goggles and headset, swiping at the sweat on my brow with the back of one hand.
Hereâs the thing. My parents expect me to go to Ole Miss. They talk about it as if itâs a done deal. âNext year, when youâre in Oxford . . .â and âYouâll probably live at the sorority house, but . . .â Theyâve got it all planned out. Iâll pledge Phi Delta, just like Mama and Laura Grace did, date frat boys, cheer for the Rebels if Iâm lucky enough to make the squad. It doesnât really matter what I major in. All that matters is that I get adegree, marry a good olâ southern boyâyou know, someone like Ryderâand raise my family right here in Magnolia Branch. Thatâs the only future theyâve imagined for me, the only thing that makes any sense to them.
But . . . Iâm not sure thatâs what I want.
Ever since that film class last year, itâs all Iâve been thinking about. Iâd requested information packets from several film schools, ruthlessly checking the mail each day before my parents got home from work and stashing the brochures in my desk drawer. Late at night, after my parents went to bed, Iâd read them cover to cover and then check their websites for additional information. Ultimately, Iâd narrowed it down to NYUâs Tisch School of the Arts. Only