responsibility.â
âBram.â Theyâd hugged often over the years, and the way she hugged him now was familiar and sisterly. He hated it. âItâs not a womanâs sense of humor a man sees when sheâs naked.â
He shuddered with the thought. âSeeing you naked,â he growled near her ear, âwould likely make me come in my pants.â
She laughed. âBram.â
Bram took her hand and carried it to his distended fly. His breath hissed sharply when her warm palm pressed against him.
âEver since I realized what you intended to do,â he gasped, âIâve been hard. Thinking about you wanting another man enrages me,
and still Iâm hard. Knowing you would plan this week rather than come to me makes me want to howlâand still Iâm hard.
Sex with other women is a hollow thing, babe, even worse than jacking off, because I want you.â
âHow . . .â Her fingers didnât leave him and, in fact, curled around him tentatively instead. She was getting used to the idea, Bram decided, and he wanted to roar with his triumph. âHow did you know what I was going to do?â
Bram hesitated. The closeness of talking with her like this, touching her like this, had always been no more than a dream. The reality was so much sweeter, so much sharper, that Bram didnât want to run the risk of destroying it. But he had promised her that he wouldnât lie to her, and so he wouldnât.
He kissed the top of her head and said, âUnless you want me to take you nowâand I donât think youâre quite ready for that yetâweâd better stop what weâre doing.â
He heard her swallow. âIâm not. Ready, that is.â She looked up at him. Her fingers were still curled securely around him through the jean material of his shorts, and he felt them tighten the tiniest bit. âYouâre . . .â She stopped, took two deep breaths. âWell, youâre
huge
.â
Women had been commenting on the size of his prick since he was eighteen, and heâd always wallowed in the praise. Now all that mattered was that Lucy was intrigued. If his size helped to interest her, then Bram was doubly thankful for what heâd been given.
His hands gently stroking her shoulders, he said, âI would never hurt you, Lucy.â
Her breath came in small pants now. Small
excited
pants. âI donât know about that. I mean, itâs been a while for me. A long whileâyou were right about that.â Idly she slid her palm up and down his length, measuring his dimensions again, making Bram lock his jaw with the pleasure of it.
Feeling nearly hollow with desire, Bram growled, âIâd be careful with you, baby. Weâd go real slow and Iâd make you so wet first, so hungry for it, sliding in will only be pleasure. I swear.â
Lucy shuddered, and her hand stroked him one more time, nearly devastating him, before she pulled away. Her eyes were huge, filled with conditional trust. She would try, he realized, but she wasnât making any promises.
For a long moment, Bram simply concentrated on breathing, on not losing control. He could hardly win her over with devastating sex if he came in his shorts from a simple fondling.
When he felt able, he took her hand and led her from the bedroom. âHereâs what weâll do.â His voice was abrasive and deep, unsteady. âA swimâbecause I badly need a dousing of ice waterâthen a fast boat ride just to distract us. While weâre on the lake, Iâll explain things to you. We can . . . talk.â He pulled her out onto the deck again. The heat and the sun hit them like a wave, sealing in the lust, the hot craving. Still somewhat shaky with need, Bram asked, âDo you need your shoes?â
Lucy, too, was trembling despite the steamy summer afternoon. âNo.â She looked up at him, her eyes slightly
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington