IT!â she screamed, frightening herself with the sudden sound. Her throat stung in the aftermath. She swallowed. It hurt.
Silence.
She wanted to wake up, because then she would have known sheâd been sleeping. Then this all could be unreal. She had to know . . . She felt for the soft lump on her neck.
Still there.
The confirmation brought no comfort.
Consuela pulled one of her blankets off her bed and wrapped it tightly around her body, right there on the floor. She felt like a tiny anthill about to get stomped . . . waiting for the universeâs other shoe to fall.
Consuela kept listening. Nothing.
She surprised herself: she prayed.
There was nothing else to do.
He left after that. Now that he knew for sure.
What was she doing here?
He flicked the lighter crisply on and off, birthing and killing its single star in the dark.
Heâd have to keep an eye on her, ask the Watcher, wait and see.
Obviously, he hadnât saved her yet.
chapter four
âIn every man there is the possibility of his beingâor, to be more exact, his becoming once againâanother man.â
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HER phone rang.
Adolescent instincts took over. She picked it up without thinking.
âHello?â
âIsnât this convenient?â Sissyâs voice chirped. âYouâre listed in the book!â
Consuela fumbled for words, cohesive thought, something. The clock said 11:19, but it felt later. She fiddled with her cross, rubbing her fingertips over the stones.
âHi, Sissy.â
âI wanted to invite you overâhave any other plans?â
Consuela could hardly think through the just-got-up fog. âNone that I know of,â she admitted.
âThen grab your favorite skin or come as you are, weâre pretty informal around here.â Consuela could hear the casual humor in Sissyâs voice, but couldnât dredge up the energy to match it. She was tired. Bone tired? She thought of skeletons and drainage pipes and bedroom doors and eyeball beads.
âIâll be there in a minute,â Consuela croaked. âDid you call me before?â
âThis is the first time Iâve dialed your number.â
âNo,â Consuela said. âI mean . . . out loud.â She scratched her fingernails over her scalp. She felt filthy. âI thought I heard someone calling my name.â The one you nicknamed me.
âNo,â Sissy answered, âbut that couldâve been anyone, really. Anybody drop by for a visit yet?â
âNo.â
âDonât worry. They will. Youâre the new kid in town. Everyone wants to meet you!â
âHuh?â Consuela still felt vaguely unsure of where she was, when she was, and what was going on.
âSo are you coming?â Sissy pressed.
âIâll be there,â Consuela said, if only to get out of her room. She wasnât up for entertaining visitors. She didnât know how sheâd introduce anyone like Sissy to Mom and Dad. Where are they, anyway? Had there really been a party last night while we waited to see if I had to go to the ER? That was so wrong.
âDonât dally, then.â Sissyâs voice rang clear as a bell, not like the soft hum of echoed strings. Like an electric angel. Consuela wondered where sheâd heard it before, or if sheâd ever hear it again.
âLater, Bones,â Sissy said.
Consuela hung up, still in a daze. Sissyâs wasnât the voice that had spoken before. It was as if her last name had been said with steel-stringed violins. A chord that formed her new name as a word. It buzzed through her memory in low harmonics.
She stood in the shower while hot water ran over her scalp. What does it mean? She soaped up her hair, scrubbing hard. She was glad sheâd grabbed the phone before her parents had. How am I going to explain this to them? Mom? Dad? Allison? Consuela dunked her face under the jetting stream. I
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