blue fabric. He was obviously on his way home from a date, still dressed in his dark evening clothes. He had on a white ruffled shirt that was anything but effeminate, making his complexion seem even darker. His hand was propped against the door facing, and ruby cuff links gleamed rich and red in the light.
âYes, âohâ,â he said. His eyes narrowed. âWhat the hell do you mean, youâre not going with me?â
She swallowed hard, hating her nerve for deserting her as she stepped back to let him in the house. âIâ¦wellâ¦you knowâ¦â
âI donât know. Thatâs why Iâm here. Iran into your father and Nadine downtown. Siri, so help me, sometimes I think you belong back in high school instead of in a newspaper office!â he growled.
She stared at the carpet, unaware of the picture she made with her blond hair curling delicately around her flushed face, her long lashes hiding the expression in her amber eyes.
âItâs kind of hard to explain,â she mumbled.
âThen letâs do it over a nightcap.â He took her arm firmly and propelled her back into the living room, while she tried desperately not to let him see how much his touch affected her.
He poured two drinks at the bar, handing her a sherry while he fixed himself a scotch on the rocks.
âI like scotch, too,â she protested, glaring down at the pale red liquid in her glass.
âI like you sober. You cry when youâre drunk,â he taunted.
âOnly that once!â she defended herself.
âOnce was enough. Or have you forgottenâ¦?â
âIâm sure trying to, if youâll let me!â she flashed back, embarrassed at the memory of how sheâd clung to him in the car that night she overdid it at the senior prom, and he had to rescue her because Jared had been out of town.
He smiled down at her, something he rarely did, but there was a boldness in the dark eyes as he gazed over the clinging caftan again.
âI like you in blue,â he said.
âThanks,â she murmured. She sipped the sherry nervously.
âNow tell me why you donât want to go.â
She shifted restlessly. âHawke, you know how Mark feelsâ¦â
âAll I know is what a damned possessive jackass he is,â he said shortly, the smile disappearing at the mention of herboyfriend. âI donât like the way he treats you. I never have.â
âYou donât understand!â she protested.
âThe hell I donât!â His eyes narrowed into a piercing glare. Hers fell before their onslaught, and she clutched the glass like a shield.
He studied her downcast face for a long time, pausing to light a cigarette and take a long draw from it. âNow tell me the real reason, Siri,â he said firmly. âYouâre afraid of me, arenât you?â
She couldnât meet his eyes, but she wasnât going to lie about it. She drew a slow breath. âYes,â she admitted.
A smile tugged at the corner of his chiseled mouth. âWhy?â
She shook her head. âI donât know.â
He took a draw from the cigarette. âDonât you?â he asked.
She lifted her eyes only to the top button of his shirt, quickly dropping them again.
âHell, I donât know whether to be flattered or insulted,â he said. âMy God, Siri, youâre still wet behind the ears.â
She clenched her teeth. âI didnât mean it that way!â
âWhat other way is there? And look at me, dammit!â
Her eyes jerked up. She flushed at the intent, totally adult look he was giving her.
âYouâ¦you saidâ¦in the restaurantâ¦â she grasped for words.
âI said what?â he growled. âThat those seventeen years didnât matter? What the hell did you think I was talking about? Siri, if I meant to seduce you, I wouldnât have to take you all the way to Panama