you were taking Nadine to that new night club.â
âDonât change the subject.â
She shrugged. Of all people, she couldnât lie to her father. âIâm afraid of Hawke,â she said miserably.
He didnât seem in the least surprised. âYouâve spent the past five years being alternately fascinated and terrified by him. Did you realize that you start backing away the minute he comes near you?â he asked with a patient smile.
She took the napkin from her lap and folded it. âIsnât this where I get the lecture about the evils of running away?â she asked.
âJust about.â He leaned forward on his elbows. âHe took you to lunch, didnât he?â
She nodded, dazed.
âWell, did he try to seduce you at the table?â he persisted.
âOf course not!â
âYou neednât sound so indignant. I know Hawke,â he laughed. âHe isnât even vaguely subtle when he wants something, and that includes women.â
âI didnât know he was such a playboy,â she observed, wrapping both cold hands around her coffee cup.
âHe isnât.â He picked at a speck of lint on the sleeve of his jacket. âOh, heâs got money. But that can be a two-edged sword, my girl, didnât you know? I donât think heâs ever been really sure if women want him or what he can give them.â
âIt wouldnât make a bit of difference if he didnât have a dime,â she said without thinking.
Jaredâs grin went from ear to ear. âI didnât know you thought he was so attractive,â he remarked, noting the sudden color in her cheeks.
âEven if he is a generation ahead of me, I can notice him,â she said defensively.
âAge isnât everything, you know.â
âIt is to him,â she grumbled absently. âAny day now, I expect him to offer to buy me a balloon or an ice-cream cone. Even now, with an award of merit under my belt for investigative reporting, heâs still giving me the âhelpless little Siriâ looks.â
âYou could change his mind if you tried,â her father said gently.
âWhy in the world would I want to?â she asked, aghast. âMy gosh, dad, heâs almost twice my age, and you know we donât get along at all. We never have!â
âDo you get along all that well with Holland?â he probed. âHonestly?â
She glowered at him. âI can handle Mark.â
âThatâs probably the only reason you let him hang around, too,â he said flatly. âAnd someday youâll accidentally marry him if you donât open your eyes!â
âI donât want to marry anybody,â she muttered.
âIt can still happen. Go with Hawke, Siri,â he said, more solemn than sheâd ever seen him. âFace it. Will you do that, for me?â
He didnât make sense, but at the suggestion, she gave way to a twinge of panic. She stood up, shaking her head stubbornly. âIâm sorry. I love you very much,â she said, âbut not enough for that. The story can go hang. Iâm fresh out of sacrificial urges.â
âSiriâ¦!â
But she was already halfway up the staircase, running for privacy.
She knew her father wouldnât be back until late, so she threw on a deep blue caftan and stretched out in the living room on the couch with a book and put on a stack of easy listening records. The book should have taken her mind off the problem of Panama City, but she opened it and couldnât get past the front page.
It was almost a relief when the doorbell rang an hour later. Expecting that herfather had lost his keys again, she threw open the door with a smile and a quip on her mouth and froze when she saw who was standing there.
âOh!â she murmured.
Hawke raised an eyebrow at her, his dark eyes taking in every inch of her body outlined under the clinging
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