adventurous said that the youth who returned with two children was a different manâand less of one. Kenset had left searching for something; but after he returned the only place he looked was the bottom of a mug of hard cider. He borrowed money from his brother against the millâs earnings; and borrowed more money. He didnât pay much attention to anyone, least of all his children; and nobody paid much attention to him.
Kenset died when Ilna and Cashel were seven, not of drink but from the cold of the winter night as he lay drunk in a ditch a few miles from the hamlet. There was nothing left of Kensetâs inheritance save an undivided half-interest in the millhouse itself.
The childrenâs grandmother had raised them while she lived. When she died in her sleep two years after her elder son, Ilna took charge of her twin brother and herself. Cashel did jobs that required his growing strength, and he watched sheep; heâd become chief shepherd for most of the farmers in the borough. Ilna wove with such speed and skill that by now a dozen of the local housewives brought the yarn they spun to her rather than weaving the finished cloth themselves.
And Ilna kept house. She took cold pride in the fact that
when Katchin finally marriedâbought a wife, more likeâeveryone in Barcaâs Hamlet could contrast the spotless cleanliness in which Cashel and Ilna lived with the monied squalor of the other half of the millhouse.
In the early years charity for the orphans had been increased by the fact that nobody cared for their uncle. Ilna had seen to it that every kind act was repaid with interest as soon as she and Cashel could.
Katchin had become bailiff, responsible for Count Lascargâs interests in the borough, because he couldnât get respect from his neighbors any other way. The office hadnât changed anything. Katchin the Miller was by far the wealthiest and most successful man in the community. His ancestors had lived in Barcaâs Hamlet for ten generations. For all that, drunken Sil the Stutterer got warmer greetings from those who met him on Midwinterâs Day than Katchin did.
Cashel or-Kenset had grown into the strongest man most people had ever seen. His sister was so petite she could pass for half her eighteen years if she hid her eyes from the person guessing. But if you asked locals who the hardest person in the hamlet was, there wasnât a soul but would have named Ilna. She knew that, and because it was true she told herself that it didnât matter.
Her sister-in-law was screaming at her two-year-old again; Fedra was no better a mother than she was a housewife, and sheâd never lose the weight sheâd gained during pregnancy, either. Ilna smiled coldly. She understood revenge as well as she understood duty. Sometimes the best way to pay someone back was to let nature do it for you.
Ilna had fabric in the loom on her doorstep and no reason to bother with the robe until it was time to turn it and reposition the shade. The cloth kept drawing her eyes nonetheless. Cautiously, almost as if she were reaching toward a cat in pain, Ilna stroked the fabric again.
Sheâd seen silk before, though mostly as trim to the garments of wealthy drovers; there werenât to her knowledge three silken garments in Barcaâs Hamlet, and those were
sheer, very different from this heavy brocade. But that wasnât what fascinated her about the robe.
Fabric spoke in images to Ilna, when she handled it and especially if she slept in it. For the most part wool was placid in a way that she found calming; Ilnaâs own personality had a birdlike jumpiness very different from that of a sheep. Stillâsheâd only worn once the shift sheâd been given by a grieving mother, though sheâd never told the giver why her daughter took the poison or who the childâs father would have been. There had been other visions as clear and certain, and as impossible to