wouldnât want someone like Tiffany near his daughter. Which was a pretty sad state of affairs, he told himself. He was willing to date and sleep with Tiffany, but he wouldnât want her hanging around his kid. So what had he seen in her in the first place?
He thought about her perfect twenty-year-old body and got a little of the answer, although he didnât like it. When had he gotten so damn shallow? Was this what he wanted Prominence Magazine to tell the world? Thank God he had Sabrina. He knew he could count on her. He also trusted her.
Sabrina glanced at her watch. âYou could still catch a flight to New York this evening. Youâll get in late, but that would allow you to see your mother tomorrow. Iâm assuming you want this over as quickly as possible.â
He nodded. âI want to get Anastasia in the next couple of days. Sheâs living with an aunt, and the woman has made it clear to everyone that sheâs not interested in keeping the girl. Thatâs a hell of a thing for a twelve-year-old to know.â
Sabrina stood up and started toward his desk. âLet me see what I can do about getting you a seat. One night in New York, or two?â
âMake it two. I donât know how long Iâll be with my mother, but I doubt weâll have a big family reunion. I already know our conversation is going to make me angry, and Iâll need some time to get over it before going to Ohio. Oh, and book two seats, Sabrina. I want you to come with me.â
His personal assistant looked at him. Wide blue eyes darkened slightly. âYou want me to come with you while you talk to your mother?â
âLetâs just say I havenât lost my temper with her yet, but Iâve come close. If anything was going to push me over the edge, this would be it.â
âIâm not big enough to wrestle you into submission.â
âI know, but one of your icy stares is usually enough to remind me to behave.â
âOkay. Iâll come, too. After all, Iâm yours to command.â
âCheap talk. I command you to stop winning on the stock market.â
She blinked slowly. âIâm sorry. Did you say something? I heard a faint buzzing, but no real words.â
âJust as I thought. Selective hearing.â
âI listen when you say something worth paying attention to.â
He pointed at the phone. âGet us seats. If you promise to behave, Iâll let you have the window.â
âWhat a guy.â
She picked up the phone on his desk and dialed from memory. While she talked with the airline, Cal crossed to the window and stared out. It was nearly dusk and lights were coming on all around him. He stared into the twilight and wondered about the little girl living somewhere north of here. What did she look like? He could barely remember Janiceâs face, although other images were clear to him. The sound of her laughter, the feel of her hands on his body.
There had been, he was willing to admit, an instant attraction between them. A fire that had burned hot and bright. He didnât remember asking her out, though. At the time, it had sort of seemed to happen on its own. Now, with the hindsight of age, experience and knowledge, he wondered if it had really been that casual. Had she set him up from the beginning, then engineered the entire relationship?
He remembered that the sex between them had been intense. With her claim of being on the pill, they hadnât worried about precautions. Sheâd always been eager and willing. At times, sheâd been the one pulling him into bed. He remembered being flattered by her attentions and what heâd thought at the time was her insatiable desire for him. Now herealized she had just been making sure she got pregnant. Heâd been a fool.
He remembered her tears when heâd left for graduate school, her promises to stay in touch. He remembered how heâd tried to call her, but her
Janwillem van de Wetering