loafers very well. How comfortable theyâd been. And sheâd certainly moved in them that day, hadnât she? She hadnât seen the happy cop, or the dazed young man (Tony, she wassure, of Toneh heah well be rahtin it up fame), nor had she noticed Dashmiel, the southern-fried chickenshit, once the cheese hit the grater. All of them had ceased to matter to her, the whole smucking bunch of them. By then she had only one thing on her mind, and that had been Scott. He was surely no more than ten feet away, but she had known that if she didnât get to him at once, the crowd around him would keep her out . . . and if she were kept out, the crowd might kill him. Kill him with its dangerous love and voracious concern. And what the smuck, Violet, he might have been dying, anyway. If he was, sheâd meant to be there when he stepped out. When he Went, as the folks of her mother and fatherâs generation would have said.
âI was sure heâd die,â Lisey said to the silent sunwashed room, to the dusty winding bulk of the booksnake.
So sheâd run to her fallen husband, and the news photographerâwhoâd been there only to snap the obligatory picture of college dignitaries and a famous visiting author gathered for the groundbreaking with the silver spade, the ritual First Shovelful of Earth where the new library would eventually standâhad ended up snapping a much more dynamic photograph, hadnât he? This was a front-page photo, maybe even a hall of fame photo, the kind that made you pause with a spoonful of breakfast cereal halfway between the bowl and your mouth, dripping on the classifieds, like the photo of Oswald with his hands to his belly and his mouth open in a final dying yawp, the kind of frozen image you never forgot. Only Lisey herself would ever realize that the writerâs wife was also in the photo. Exactly one built-up heel of her.
The caption running along the bottom of the photo read:
Captain S. Heffernan of U-Tenn Campus Security congratulates Tony Eddington , who saved the life of famous visiting author Scott Landon only seconds before this photo was taken. âHeâs an authentic hero,â said Capt. Heffernan . âNo one else was close enough to take a hand.â (Additional coverage p. 4, p. 9)
Running up the lefthand side was a fairly lengthy message in handwriting she didnât recognize. Running up the righthand side were twolines of Scottâs sprawly handwriting, the first line slightly larger than the second . . . and a little arrow, by God, pointing to the shoe! She knew what the arrow meant; he had recognized it for what it was. Coupled with his wifeâs storyâcall it Lisey and the Madman, a thrilling tale of true adventureâhe had understood everything. And was he furious? No. Because he had known his wife would not be furious. He had known sheâd think it was funny, and it was funny, a smucking riot, so why was she on the verge of crying? Never in her whole life had she been so surprised, tricked, and overtrumped by her emotions as in these last few days.
Lisey dropped the news clipping on top of the book, afraid a sudden flood of tears might actually dissolve it the way saliva dissolves a mouthful of cotton candy. She cupped her palms over her eyes and waited. When she was sure the tears werenât going to overflow, she picked up the clipping and read what Scott had written:
Must show to Lisey! How she will LAUGH But will she understand? (Our survey says YES)
He had turned the big exclamation point into a sunny seventies-style smiley-face, as if telling her to have a nice day. And Lisey did understand. Eighteen years late, but so what? Memory was relative.
Very zen, grasshoppah, Scott might have said.
âZen, schmen. I wonder how Tonyâs doing these days, thatâs what I wonder. Savior of the famous Scott Landon.â She laughed, and the tears that had still been standing in her