trees on the far side and the spire of Elmbury church against the skyline.
âI donât think I could live with your mother, Ken. I donât think she likes me.â
âCourse she does. Sheâs just funny about things sometimes. Set in her ways. Sheâs been a bit like that since Dad died.â
âI donât think sheâd want you to get married yet. And I donât think itâd work â her and me together.â
âWe could try and find a place of our own then â a room or two somewhere in the village. I could still help Mother in the shop.â
âWe couldnât afford it, Ken.â She had turned round to face him. âLetâs just wait, like we always said we would. No sense in rushinâ things. Weâre only eighteen, both of us. Thereâs plenty of time. And I want to do somethinâ else with my life first, before we settle down.â
He had said bewildered: âYou never used to talk like this, Winn. Iâve never heard you say anythinâ like this before.â
âI havenât thought about it much before, to tell the truth. Itâs the warâs made me think. And talkinâ to that lady at the recruitinâ place. She made me think a lot. She said things about the Womenâs Air Force . . . Itâs goinâ to be very important, she said â for England. She said itâd be a chance for women to do somethinâ to help win the war.â
âShe wanted you to join, thatâs all. Gave you a lot of sweet talk.â
âNo, âtwasnât just that. She meant it. Besides, theyâve lots of volunteers. There was a great long queue of them. No, âtwasnât just that.â
She had leaned her arms on the top of the five-barred gate. It had been a lovely September. The ten-acre field had looked very beautiful in the evening sunlight, with the harvest stubble like a golden carpet and the skies all pink. A cool little breeze had ruffled her hair. The rooks had been cawing away in the elms and the church clockhad chimed in the distance. It had been so peaceful that it had seemed silly to be talking about a war. Hard to believe there was one on. She had gone on looking up into the skies.
âIâll tell you what Iâd really like to do, Ken, if you promise not to laugh at me.â
ââCourse I wonât.â
âIâd like to work with the aeroplanes â help look after the engines, anâ that. Thatâs why itâs got to be the Air Force, see. I love aeroplanes. I watch them fly over here when Iâm out in the fields . . . Royal Air Force ones with those rings on. Iâd give anythinâ to go in one. Just imagine beinâ high up there in the sky, soarinâ through the air, just like a bird. I want to do that one day, moreân anythinâ.â
Ken had stared at her, more bewildered than ever. âBut theyâd never let you. Theyâd never let you near an aeroplane â not to go in, nor even
touch
the engine, Winn. Thatâs menâs work.â
âThey want women to take over menâs work. Thatâs what the lady told me. She said: âWeâre goinâ to train you to do their work, soâs they can go to the Front. Three women to do two menâs workâ, thatâs what she said.â
âNot to look after the aeroplanes, though.â
âWhy not?â
He had scuffed at the earth with his foot. âI told you, thatâs menâs work. You couldnât do it.â
She had said stubbornly: âI
could
, Ken. Iâm sure I could. Iâm good with machines. I can mend the Fordson and no-oneâs ever taught me how. I got it goinâ once when Dad couldnât.â
âBut thatâs only a tractor. Aeroplanes are a lot different. Must be. Stands to reason.â Ken had looked miserable. âIt donât seem right to me, Winn, you
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