cheek to
leave her room, I feel a strong urge to be daring. I cannot bring
myself to stop hugging her. I desire her in my arms forever. Taking
my glasses off, I gaze into those lovely brown eyes. My focus
changes to her lips. My hand raises her jaw gently. I lean forward
to suck her lower lip. The moment our lips touch, my brain goes
blank. I don't stop to look at her facial reaction. As my lips
press against hers, we exchange saliva.
Sara makes me feel more at ease. She wraps
her arms around my neck. She leans her body closer to mines. My
lips separate slightly from hers. I suck her upper lip as she sucks
my lower lip. I tilt my head to the left. I suck and pull her lower
lip towards me. Her eyes are closed as I stretch her lower lip for
a few seconds and release it. Our lips remain locked.
The desire to undress her overtakes me. My
left knuckles massage gently her right cheek. Unbuttoning her
pajama shirt, from top to bottom, reveals a white bra covering her
beautiful breasts. Her goose bumped light tan skin contrasts
marvelously with her white bra. Her belly button is a sexy sight
that mesmerizes and enthralls me. I grab her pajama shirt by the
collar, push it back, and pull it down to showcase her gorgeously
round shoulders, her slightly thick arms, and a massive chest. She
does not have protruding collarbones. Her body is perfect. I always
loved women with some body mass. The size of her breasts shocks and
pleases me, as I never really noticed them before. She gets her
arms out of her sleeves.
Deep in the night, the tactile, labial, and
visual pleasure continues. First, I gently rub her arms up and down
with my hands. Seeing Sara in her lingerie enchants me. Wrapping my
arms around her lower back, my hands press against her back. I grab
her face to kiss her forehead. We wrap our necks around each other
like two giraffes. My right index finger and thumb raise her chin
to suck her lips more. My lips stop at her throat to softly lick
her Adam's apple. Sara tilts her head back to allow me to
completely kiss and lick her throat. Observing how attractive her
facial profile looks, my lips give her a strong and long kiss on
the cheek.
Turning her around, I have her sexy back
facing me. Sara loosens her ponytail. My lips kiss and suck her
right shoulder. Each hand of mines grabs and squeezes a boob
covered with the white bra. My lips kiss every square inch of her
back, including her bra, to her delight as she turns her face to
see me. She leans her back against my torso. Wanting to experience
the feeling of skin-to-skin contact, I softly push her back to take
off my shirts. I unhook her bra to contemplate her nude back. I let
her lean back against my torso to feel her warmth. I like how her
warm, sticky back feels against my equally sticky chest. Her hair
caresses softly my left cheek. Again, she turns her face, and our
lips lock.
At this moment, I realize that I need to
think about this. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine my first
date would go this far. What I said with ease about saying no to
sex is not simple now. Having the person you like smiling back at
you and enjoying your petting makes it very difficult to say no.
Now, I understand why many people believe in this fantasy called
love. I do not know when she will tell me to stop. If I stop, it
will not be good for the relationship because she will feel
embarrassed. My concern is that I do not want her to get pregnant.
Condoms are only 90% efficient. It has never crossed my mind to buy
a condom because every girl in my past has rejected me. What do I
do now?
Sara interrupts me to answer my worries. Her
pupils are dilated and filled with ecstasy. Her smile spreads from
ear to ear as she opens the drawer in the nightstand. She gets a
packaged condom out of the drawer. I am so glad that I did not say
anything. I hope I don't become the 10% of people whose condoms
rip. Why is everything in life not 100% effective?
She hops back to bed; we resume the
passionate