shove his Bluetooth in his ear while silently condemning Californiaâs hands-free law. âHello!â he yelled over the engine and street noise.
âHi, Jon,â said Al Simmons, his mentor and a senior partner at his law firm. âIâm going to be tied up in court all day and wanted to touch base with you. Do you have a moment?â
âSure.â
âYou know that we consider you a rising star at the firm. However, Iâm afraid that doesnât let you off the hook in following company policy.â
âOf course. Whatâs up?â
âI know you find pro bono work less of a priority than billable hours, but aside from it being the firmâs policy to provide some sort of community service, youâre now head of the new associates. Itâs important that you set a good example. Weâve looked the other way becauseâ¦well, you know, we wanted to cut you some slack after your divorce, but itâs employee review time, soâ¦â
âThatâs why you called? Donât worry about it. I donâtââ
âJon! Iâm not worried, but you should be. Iâve emailed several times about this, and I get crickets in response. You may not realize it, but the firm has let other promising lawyers go for not following company policy, whatever the policy. So I need you to take this seriously and get something ASAP. Do you understand me?â
He could hear the threat in his bossâs voice. Jon had put it off time and againâin the middle of his marriage falling apart, it hadnât seemed importantâbut yesterday morning after receiving yet another pointed email from Simmons, heâd realized his job was at stake. So, when heâd driven by the Hollywood police station the day before, Jon had followed some gut instinct and turned into the parking lot. He knew it was somewhat unusual, but he didnât want the longer-term commitment that came with volunteering at a legal aid society. He wanted something quick and easyâ¦and differentâsomething not ho-hum but new, fresh, and totally unlike his typical clients.
Regrettably his new, totally different pro bono client had been stuck in jail for a second night because heâd been urgently called into court yesterday afternoon on another case. He hadnât even had time to send a reply to his boss.
âAl, let me reassure you that Iâve just acquired a public defending project, and Iâm already working on it. In fact, Iâm heading there now.â
âGood. Glad to hear it. Iâm back in the office tomorrow, and Iâll want you to tell me about it then.â
âAbsolutely.â Jon got ready to end the call.
âJon? I think of you as a friend, so I hope you donât mind me asking, but how are you doing? We were all relieved when Val moved to another firm, but I could tell it was a very difficult time for you.â
âThanks, Al, for asking. Iâm doing okay, really. Iâve got a chip on my shoulder the size of a boulder when it comes to women, but Iâll get over it.â He didnât want to talk about it with his boss, even if he was a sort-of friend. âHey, Iâve got to go nowâ¦traffic. Good luck in court today.â
âThanks. Bye.â Al ended the call.
Iâm doing okay, really. That was his standard line when friends or family inquired, but was he?
Following his acrimonious divorce, Jon had devoted himself to the firm, working tirelessly to win cases and lead the company in billable hours. He wondered if it was as apparent to others as it was to himself that all those late nights and weekends were just a way to avoid the loneliness of an empty apartment and an empty life. His efforts had resulted in him being appointed head of the new hires, a promotion of sorts. Now Jon felt tired but was afraid to slow down. That would let the loneliness he constantly pushed aside seep back in. He sighed. There was
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