would be cheaper, he said, if I kept it short. But I explained the urgency behind my calling you. Prepare yourself, my lucky and talented brother. I have something terrific to tell you.â âCome on,â he said, âwhat is it? The madame here doesnât like me hogging the one phone.â âYou got a telephone call from someone at Stanford University. You won a creative writing fellowship there for three thousand dollars, this September.â âOh my god,â he said. âI forgot all about it, which tells you how much I thought Iâd get it.â âListen, though. This woman said because they took so long to select the four fellows, they want your decision right away. If itâs a no, they need to choose someone else in a hurry. I told her Iâm sure youâll take it, but Iâll call you and then call her with your answer.â âI donât know what to do,â he said. âI mean, Iâm grateful, and I should be overjoyed, but Iâm just beginning to really like it here and Iâm learning the language and making friends. Think theyâd let me defer the fellowship for a year?â âI already asked her about that possibility,â she said. âShe told me you have to accept it now for this year or reapply with completely different supporting material for the next year, though you wouldnât need to get new references. Thatâs their policy.â âThe madame âs staring at me. I have to hang up. I guess Iâll take it, then. My feelings are mixed, as you can see, but itâs too good an opportunity to pass up. And California should be fun.â âMonsieur?â the ownersaid. âSometimes,â his sister said, âyou have to give up something good to get something better or even comparable. And Iâll fly out to California to see you, which will be a nice break for me.â
And his next happiest moment? Canât think of one now, or where he was just as happy or even happier than he was in some of the last ones he mentioned. Maybe, going very far back, when he won the All Around Camper Award at the sleepaway camp he went to with his sisters and his brother Robert in the summer of 1948. So when he was told he won it by the head counselor. Or when the principal of his elementary schoolâthis was in 1949, a couple of months before he graduatedâcalled him and several other eighth-grade students into his office to tell them theyâd each gotten into one of New Yorkâs elite public high schools, and one of them got into two and would have to choose, and which schools. His was Brooklyn Tech. He was happy but at the same time a bit disappointed because he wanted to go to Stuyvesant, where Robert was a sophomore at, but he obviously didnât do well enough on its admissions test to get in. Odd, because he thought the Stuyvesant test was a breeze compared to the one for Brooklyn Tech.
Any other time? Oh, how could he forget? They were in a little hill town in Southern France, looking at a Giacometti drawing on the wall of a small museum, when he turned to his wife half a year before she became his wife, and said âLetâs get married.â She said âAre you joking?â and he said âIâm dead serious. Here, or in Nice by a rabbi if they have one there or some justice of the peace,â and she said âIf I got married again it would have to be in New York so my folks and relatives and friends could come. And Iâd think youâd want your family there too. But letâs talk about it in a few months.â âSo youâll consider it then as a possibility?â and she said âLetâs say Iâm not rejecting the idea outright, as preposterously as it was presented,â and he said âYou donât know how happy youâve just mademe. All right. Iâll shut up about it for a few months.â Of course, he hugged and kissed her and then he